A Step At A Moment...

Joy vs Happiness

2012-02-09T02:04:00.003+08:00

Just take awhile and imagine:
Strolling hand in hand with the one you loved in the park on a cool Sunday morning;
Being surprised on your birthday; someone that you liked called you to say goodnight or just to find out how you are;
Getting your first pay check with many zero-s behind a digit;
Watching the graduation of your children and know that your effort pays off over the years...
.....and the list goes on.....

What is that first word that comes to your mind?
Happiness?
These are circumstances that causes this surge of endorphine within us; but ask yourself is it permanent or was it just temporary?
Let's just turn the circumstances around and see what's next?

What if the one you loved dies?
What if whatever time, energy and money you've invested in the so-called your masterpiece of life ended up just like any other normal thing or it is being trashed due to some reason or another?

Often happiness flees and despair sets in....
This temporary feeling of "happiness": will be well forgotten, buried in deep piles of disappointment, anger and maybe hatred against all that happens...
It did not last after all, so can anyone tell me what is the purpose of this "happiness"??

Happiness, being determined from the outside but joy on the other hand comes from within...
You are able to rejoice in time of suffering because deep down you know that there is a higher calling more than whatever circumstances that you are facing...
Rejoicing in bad times is never easy but at the same time never difficult, because what we have that higher calling in Christ who still reigns and we still know him....

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!

I Can Only Imagine

2011-12-03T09:34:00.002+08:00

John 20: 29 Then Jesus told him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."

1 Peter 1:8-9 Though you have not seen him , you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

Some people think that they would believe in Jesus if they could see a definite sign or miracle.But Jesus says we are blessed if we can believe without seeing. All the proofs that we need is in the Bible.
Another point to ponder? Are not the same group of people who saw God's great miracles in the days of Moses in Exodus, the same group that made the golden calf? Even though they saw the invisible God in action, they still wanted the familiar gods they can see and shape into whatever image they desired.

So be bless because you believe and love Him by faith and not by sight...

To Wait???

2011-11-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

"In the womb he grasped his brother's heel; as a man he struggled with God.He struggled with the angel and overcame him; he wept and begged for his favor.He found him at Bethel and talked to him there- the Lord God Almighty, the Lord is his name of renown!But you must return to your God; maintain love and justice, and wait for your God always." Hosea 12: 3-6

Many of times we are so entangle in life's rat race and being the impatient one, we often tend to mess up God's timing by overtaking Him by doing things on our own and forfeit the blessings that He has for us. Underlying problem could be everything in this world is about efficacy and datelines...But there is no dateline in God's time and who are we to set a dateline for Him???

Waiting is undeniably a very difficult task for most of us and am included in the WAITING test.I think is even more difficult than P2 and P3 add up...But because of who He is to me...I have only 2 choices to make....1st is to wait obediently or 2nd I choose to do it by my own way which is disobedience....

Real Steel...

2011-10-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

Real steel...Real good...
It's been a long time since I last watched a movie and it's able to move me to type a blog post for it....
Words aside watch the trailer for yourself...
I wanna type about it but it'll definitely stand as a spoiler...so spoiler aside
The last battle kinda reminds me of David vs Goliath though...
Movie rating from yours truly: 8/10

Watch the trailer and be awed by the movie itself~~

One song says it all...

2011-04-30T09:10:00.002+08:00

Mixed feelings..but all answered...
Where o where is the direction of the compass within my heart?

Few thoughts, few lines...

2011-04-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

First time seeing a case of intrauterine death last night...One pair of twin, one made it and the other didn't...So much of a difference on how they both were treated...
One being so taken care of by people and the other being wrapped in linen being pushed from side to side...
Many thoughts running through my mind, so swift and so much, I couldn't catch all of them and type them out....but something moved deep inside me...
Couldn't explain how and why or what...
In the multitudes of questions and uncertainties,
I found the answer or should I say I have found the answer long time ago...

Making a comeback

2011-03-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

While reading the news from Yahoo, this line particularly struck me : "Even for a country used to earthquakes, this one was of horrific proportions because of the tsunami that crashed ashore, swallowing everything in its path as it surged several miles (kilometers) inland before retreating. The apocalyptic images of surging water broadcast by Japanese TV networks resembled scenes from a Hollywood disaster movie."

Suddenly messages of warnings are circulating among people through sms, emails, Facebook statuses and even Twitter asking us to beware and not to go near seasides at times like this.Besides reminding myself to encourage those in Japan through prayers, I got myself into some serious thinking.

Visit msnbc.com for breaking news, world news, and news about the economy

In the midst of all this happening, I'm sure all kinds of thoughts are running through the minds of the people, mixed feelings of fear, uncertainty, pity, anger and etc...and hey, this could be the starting point of driving people insane from sane, depressive being made worse so on and so forth.However, there are also another group of people whom couldn't be bothered of what just happened even with multitudes of life being taken away.The similarity between everyone is: Somewhere in you, you know that the end is coming very soon...but sadly, some choose to deny it...

The unexplainable increasing amount of earthquakes and natural disasters and certain phenomenon which are happening undeniably points us to the direction of the second coming of our Lord Jesus Christ as far as I believe...

Just to encourage myself and everyone at times like this, a line of the song particularly struck me:
In the chaos, in confusion,
I know You're Sovereign still,
In the moment of my weakness,
You give me grace to do Your will,
So when You call I won't delay
This my song through all my days

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

All my delight is in You, Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You, Lord, forevermore

Blessed Christmas...

2010-12-23T10:18:00.003+08:00

Few more hours away and I'll be back in KL!Can't wait to meet up with family and friends!!
Anyway after much abandoning of this blogosphere...am back!!
Another 48 hours....is Christmas!!
Blessed Christmas everyone...may you have an awesome time of reunion and celebration!
Because Christmas marks the birth of the Saviour...

Went through some tough times in the absence of blogging but whatever it is I thank God that it is over (or some still ongoing) I do believe from whatever circumstances that I've been through He is ever faithful and He never fails to encourage me.

Currently am reading 2 books about testimonies of people going through persecution because they choose to follow Jesus and am totally encouraged by it.I know never will I understand the process of how they endure through the darkest moment of their lives.However, profound similarities is found between all the stories even all of them happen in different time, zone, location and of course they don't know one another....

They are freed though they are prisoned
They rejoice in the midst of sorrow,
They sing praises unto Him in the midst of pain,
They continue to choose to do His work in the midst of risking their lifes,
Externally, they seems to be weak and helpless but inside they are well rested in His steadfast love...
They live their life once and they live to the fullest for God...

Some scorned and say, they are fools and fanatic for their faith, why are they so sure of what they are doing will be rewarded?What if whatever that is being in the bible are just another good fairytale or myth,so why waste your life?Why not just run away or deny Him when being interrogated,at least they can save themselves from being imprisoned??and etc etc questions...

As followers of Christ, we know that their reward is not on this transient place we call Earth but heavenwards.They live like a firework, short-lived but awesomely spectacular and impactful! By faith, 100percent trusting in Him..
To all of them, they did/still is doing God's work fearlessly...because of Jesus is the one who truly sets them free:
Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life.He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never go thirsty.But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe.All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away.For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me.And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given to me, but raise them up at the last day.For my father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day."(John 6: 35-40)

So for this Christmas season and the year of 2011, are we ready to live up to the standard that are constantly being raised in our walk with Him?The challenges are never meant to be easy but at the same time neither will it be too difficult...make sense?? ;)

Looking back...a year ago...

2010-11-11T22:58:00.006+08:00

Was in deep thoughts past few days...Talked about monsoon in KT, I brought the monsoon back to KL as well but monsoon in my head...thank God for the monsoon has been overcame again!!
Wasn't an easy season at this time of the year last year...Wonder what happened? Well all I could answer is:
1) Overdriven lacrimal glands
2) Lacerated "carditis"
3) Anxiety hallucination(???)
Don't mind the jargons...Anyway they are STRICTLY metaphores!No such signs and symptoms in real medical settings...

Fast forward a year, I realized that I gained more than what I could possibly imagine from where I was 1 year ago.
To you who was involved, I didn't blame you for all that you have done: you came in, you brought in wonderful times by hanging out, but at the same time you did brought in a difficult time for me...Well good news is: I learnt how to pick myself up from where I tripped in a journey called life and thanks be to God for that.And I hope you don't do it on others again, please don't repeat the same mistake ever again!
Looking back it ain't easy for me at all and of course it's not an instantaneous thing to just forget about everything...But I manage to do it with His strength slowly...Every sunset of the previous day, marks the new beginning of a brand new day next...
Every downcast soul, will be lifted up by Him who saves and heals...
The cross is where the ultimate love pours in...
Because...as far as from the east to the west, so far has He removed all our transgressions...
Thanks be to God for lifting me up again and blessing me in other ways that no words can described

During sharing yesterday, someone shared something powerful: Instead of asking "Is he/she THE ONE??", why don't you ask yourself "Am I THE ONE?" and by the way bible never talks about a predestined BGR-kinda-love...The word "predestined" occur 6 times in the bible and they are all referring to the atonement of sin by Christ on the cross and inheritance of God's kingdom...Too deep??Well I should probably stop here right now....feel free to post questions...(coz my comment, not cbox are very very silent for awhile LOL)can't guarantee that I'm able answer all but yea I'll try to....

EOP in 2 days!!!! screams

2010-10-10T21:39:00.005+08:00

Ironic to be here huh? Tell me: I'm supposed to be studying...I'm supposed to be studying 3 hours because am a medical student....bahhhhhh~~~ whatever!!! I choose to play the stubborn card now....=P
Sigh having said that...I STILL need to mug more....Can't seem to get things into the structure beneath the cranium and meninges.What was that structure again??Whatever lar...*roll eyes*
Practice for year end musical is happening soon...but booo~~ I can't be involved =( Looks like this year I'm gotta play the audience role instead of the crew role ever since I join SIBKL....
Anyway was feeling awesome coz I'm back in the worship team again...but...not back in SIBKL obviously but in AJPC!!! I was really having a heavy heart when I got to leave Atone SIBKL last time before coming to KT, but I guess God place us in different place and different time for a higher purpose.*With awesome Media people of SIBKL**Breathtaking album recording* I miss the season, I miss the fun and I miss this stage!

Hoping to see an awesome show when am back in KL for Christmas!!! Lots to catch up with all the peeps in KL....Did I miss KL??? yes and no....Haih sometimes I realise I'm really an indecisive person...Yea..yea...yea..yea the undecisive me...saying toodles and back to the castle of books...for the mean time....Awaiting lots of fun after EOP perhaps??? =P

It's Difficult..

2010-08-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

when...you feel like crying but you gotta keep putting it up to be strong...
reversals happen...the more crappy you feel, the more lame stuff you did...
why?because 9 out of 10 times you weren't yourself...
The song "Don't get too close to me" by Beau Bristow keeps playing...
Far too long...
Thanks be to God,
For I'm,
Prevented from giving up...
At least to Him I don't need to mask up....
To Him, I can freely cry out....
To Him I trust,
To Him I still keep my hopes up...

Oh please Gimme a Break!!

2010-08-23T07:36:00.002+08:00

So tired, exhausted, beyond words...
Not like I spent endless nights staying awake...
Is like I don't really have a choice...
2 seminars waiting to be fried by me or else I'll get fried...
Anyway am wondering..what if...
What if someone walks up and say "I'm not doing this!"
What happens next??
Don't dare to think about it so I choose to abort that thought!
Another beginning of an exhausting day..
Oh Lord...though am exhausted..but please don't get me burnt out!
Amen!

Been Sleeping Too Much...

2010-08-18T06:48:00.001+08:00

Note to self......STOP SLEEPING SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

In need of healing....

2010-08-12T06:53:00.002+08:00

Diarrhea..
Migraine..
Vomiting..
What else?
Have a long day ahead of me, including on-call for 12 freaking long hours and I'm still having right sided headache...Thank God it is not as excruciatingly painful as it was yesterday...but still the ache and the aura is there...Seems like I finally caught the aura feeling this time...
Slept more than I should..Study less than I should..Pray for the 40 days prayer a few days behind(uh oh!)
Gotta keep up....gotta catch up!

God I need Your healing..Your rejuvenation and strength!!Amen!

In Midst of Stress...

2010-08-09T05:51:00.002+08:00

In the midst of stress...
Midst of mountains of pending learning issues...
I rejoice...
Because...
I know
You are always there for me...
Thank You Heavenly Father...
=)

First Post from KT

2010-07-20T21:54:00.003+08:00

Hola from KT...I know my blog is kinda deserted ever since I moved to KT..oh wait...I didn't move here that long ago.It's just the 2nd week that am here.However, time passes so slowly or was it faster that I thought am here for quite awhile.

You may be wondering how's the weather here?
It's hot and humid. The air is so dense with water (probably because it's near the sea) that my clothes find it so hard to dry!!!
*In lecture hall camwhoring..LOL*
Met quite a number of lecturers and they are all ok but I sensed that they will expect heck a lot from us!! *shudders with horror* Matters got worse with our non functional brain that has been in a stupor state in terms of medical knowledge for 3 months ever since after Professional exam!! gah~~~ Have lots of catch up on studying to do!!hrmmm~~ which reminds me I shouldn't be lurking around here....hehe...=P
They change the system for us though... but in a nutshell it's gonna be a hectic year ahead with lots of challenges!

On another note, I was challenged today...details are not to be revealed here...but anyway some people just do not know how to live with others or should I say they are using people and wanting things to go their way...Dominance or selfish? I no longer know how to judge but anyway it's not for me to judge.But somehow it just so unfair! Why am I giving in? Why is she not contributing?
Anyway it's enough for her to spoil my day, I really should re-focus and re-gather myself to study...While flipping my book in the midst of pissingly-pissed just now, a bookmark given to me by a friend fell out with a bible verse: " Be strong and courages.Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deut 31:6)
Who would know a bookmark givento me long ago will suddenly find me in a right situation to encourage me!Thanks for the bookmark!!

Ramb-and-count of 4

2010-07-05T19:37:00.002+08:00

It feels just like I wanna see Argentina playing in World Cup Finals of 2010...
PLAIN IMPOSSIBLE...
That feeling is like...you are so sure but yet so unsure...and I do mean before that...
This ramb-and-count really has something gotten into me...
I'm not making any sense
So if you are reading this and felt the surge of confusion zooming all around you...I'm sorry
You can kindly exit now...
Maybe I should, no, I HAVE to stop!

Ramb-and-count of 7

2010-07-02T15:17:00.005+08:00

Another one week am leaving...There goes all my holidays.
It's gonna be my last week PM-ing in church this week...
I really don't feel like leaving, but nothing could be changed...
36 months being away from KL,
Away from where I usually hang out, away from home, away from home church

As usual chat with a friend until 3am this morning, me and her really could talk a lot, like seriously A LOT. Imagine of me and her as neighbors, I guess the other people will really issue a court order to stop us from talking and laughing. Given the reason of we pose a threat to world peace by crapping and laughing too much and too unnecessarily.Is like world war of laughter happen to both of us, each representing a continent.Alright alright gotta stop being hyperbolic here.
But people do say that laughter is what makes the world goes round right? I find so much similarities between me and her for eg we could be launched to cloud nine easily when we are at something.... and for this am super certain that she knows what I meant LOL!

Just watched Twilight couple of minutes ago on Astro...Yes yes I know it's my first time watching...So???Anyway at least one wish granted...As much as I want to deny that I don't want to watch Twilight but part of me I guess am waiting for all the right opportunity to catch it on tv right before I leave to live a tv-less life for quite some time.Why said so, because I actually tuned in to watch a show called "Twilight Zone" about a week ago secretly wishing that IT IS the Twilight movie that I've missed during the whole tickets-selling-fastseason at the cinemas.But disappointingly I didn't get my wish granted a week ago.But now it is! yay~~
On another note, I guess I'll be missing the Eclipse that's gonna premier on the 8th July unless I'm into the front seats or watching alone again.Sigh!!

To a note that only I could understand..
I've expected but unexpectedly made appearance and I heard...
Both reality and fantasy
Been thinking: coincidence or arranged?
Incidental or accidental?
I don't know...

Genting In A Day...

2010-06-25T19:06:00.012+08:00

Genting in a day, keeps boredness at bay!!3 people with very free schedule, booked a bus and went up to Genting for a day and we spent it well in the Outdoor Theme Park...Cable car ride up...Not sharing with anyone so it's just the 3 of us!
Obviously with a compact camera at hand and no DSLR stress around...this is what happens...Instead of being behind the cam taking pictures for others like what I usually do, this time...I'm in front of my own camEating at Old Town Kopitiam...Shiau and Yu Ting having big appetite for the morning...all I ate was Polobun with Chicken Ham and a cup of Cham First ride of the day...Cyclone...With lots of waiting
My first time riding Cyclone though I have seen it around since the last time I came.Hmm....when was the last time I came again?Oh right, 12-13 years ago?Anyway it was the first ride after my Polo bun and Cham breakfast, so before the ride I was a little worried that I will vomit during and after the ride...
Lots of waiting time yield us camwhore time...LOL!
Was a little unwell during Cyclone though anyway the guy who released us from the ride said: "orang ini sembang sembang, gelak gelak" swt>.<""" meaning they were saying that we talked and laughed instead of pure screaming...haha Oh well moving on to the second ride...Flying Elephant...Hey wait a secs, aren't we too HUGE for the ride?But...But...But...I saw an uncle rode it couple of minutes before us??We paid for it right?So why waste it...Ride larrrr....After Flying Elephant ride..was the Pirate Ship ride...Wait..Is it call the Pirate Ship?? I. Forgot >.<""Go Kart was next...A lil afraid...because I have not been driving in awhile and the team before us had a person who started later than others.He struggled and someone actually commented that he has a learner's license or some sort...Couldn't make me laugh anyhow, because I knew the probability that I'll end up like that person was really sky high.
In the end, I managed to pull through...There were two other dudes who wanted to challenge me but somehow, my kart was so lousy that I stepped and go all out on my accelerator and I'm still no where near to winning that 2 dudes...garhhh!!Mysterious looking picture with the birdie and bridge huh?Next up, Dino land...They have lots of awesome and fat koi fishes by the way!!Cockscrew was scary at first to me again!!>.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Flying Coasters...Bump and bit my lips during that ride...
Continuation of Dino Land...Used to be afraid of Dino Land when I was 6 and I'm wondering why now...Is not scary at all...
We took the Dino Land boat ride just for the sake of resting after a long day of adrenaline pumping rides before heading to grab a meal...

Oh before getting to McD I got tricked to sit on the Spinner ride...Wasn't scared of the height during Spinner because it just reminds me of Flying Fox at Skytrex...The thing is I was close to being dizzy and the ride was known as S.P.I.N.N.E.R for goodness sake...and yes after that I couldn't walk in a straight line for maybe about 5 minutes...gahhhh
Was an awesome day out with Shiau and Yu Ting though...It was simple but yet fun...I guess I won't be going to Genting for quite awhile now though.New semester starting and I got to revert back to nerd mode...For the 2 of you..Thanks for the companion for the day!Will store it in the compartment of "awesome-time-together" memory folder in the unlimited hard disk up there... =)

Update Sneak Peek

2010-06-25T00:44:00.003+08:00

I'm working on another update!! Just that I got sunburnt in the event!!argh >.<""

Now I look as if am having SLE... CHOI!!! CHOI!! CHOI!! *echos by my friend in msn...don't know why but I can clearly imagine how she does it...LOL* because of the reddish-ness across my face...that looks like a butterfly rash...but...AM NOT having SLE!!!

Now, now butterfly rash is one of the many manifestations of SLE...

Anyway just for those who doesn't know what SLE stands for...it's Systemic Lupus Erythematosus....It's an autoimmune disease where your body produces antibody to attack your own body tissues...Disasterous? oh yes! No more details here..because it's not a post about SLE but a sneak peak for what is coming up!!

Toddles and yes am feeling random tonight again...

p/s: for those who wants to know what SLE is...here is the link... http://www.medicinenet.com/systemic_lupus/article.htm

Nature Shots

2010-06-08T22:49:00.004+08:00

It's a sudden thing that I feel like blogging and uploading pictures...
So there goes the pictures for my Fraser's trip...Experimenting with all kinds of settings I doubt I wanna type out what settings that I used due to the reason that am lazy to check =P
Anyway I have uploaded the whole series of pictures in Facebook, here are just the few pictures that I love the most!If you notice, they are actually very common flowers that we find along pavements and sidewalks.It's just that we don't take note of them.But if we choose to, they are indeed very beautiful things.
Slowing things down isn't a bad thing at times, but of course I don't mean by procrastinating nor ignore urgency in crucial times.
What I meant is, sometimes we tend to rush things too much in life, we want it to do it OUR way and have control over EVERYTHING; we tend to think that it's our life,so who cares, I'm going to do it MY way and if it screwed up it's MY problem... sounds familiar?
But what happens when things or circumstances don't turn out as what we expected it to?
You play either 2 cards...The "Fight" card" and the "Flight card"

"Fight" card: You take the chance to blame everyone, everything and even God for not answering your prayers or that He did not bless you enough?

"Flight" card: Total lost of interest and even in the event of finding another way out...because all you care is to say "I don't care anymore..."

Let's take a few steps back and rewind it, if we could just wait!
Wait for the correct opportunity...Wait for the correct timing...
Above all is to seek for God's rest and peace in out heart before making the leap, things could have turn out differently...
Fine, since you say the mistake has been done what shall you do now?
Well, my answer to you is...It's still not too late to put things to right and it's not too late to seek His guidance!
Signing off for now...

It's 4th of June and the randomness begins

2010-06-04T15:44:00.003+08:00

A post to confirm that my blog is still not dead...
Lemme see what am having on my hands at the moment...

I'm 1 month before leaving KL to KT...although both start with "K", the difference between these 2 places is HUGE!!!
Will I emo before leaving?Maybe yes and maybe no!I don't know just yet...so I answer probably...

Currently in library using friends laptop and at the same time thinking about the tonnes of pictures that are yet to be process and uploaded...Just got a task to shoot for an event next week and that means I gotta go back to process the pictures like A.S.A.P...

Been having lots of stuff running through my head...Don't really know how to put it in words for most of them...A mixture of good stuff and bad stuff...
Well what is life if everything went on smooth sailing right?

Am thinking of a new laptop...makes me think even more of getting one with me using Ji Yin's new laptop to type this post..LOL

UCSI library is super noisy!!!ugh! I guess it won't change even a zillion years later...
I personally feel that this post is super dull and aimless...gosh!!am so gonna upload some pictures...Can't stand this kinda dullness anymore....gah signing off for now!

Stuck With Each Other...Shontelle ft Akon

2010-05-17T11:16:00.002+08:00

I woke up and this song is playing...yay!!

What are you gonna do when you are up at 7am?

2010-05-07T07:45:00.006+08:00

Yes yes yes..You're not seeing things, I'm blogging again.Haha! I guess the only time I'm lurking here is when am under random circumstances or the sudden surge of inspiration! So today it's the combination of both!
Been thinking of what to write here...and it took me awhile...Oh well! Too many things happen in parallel, random and sudden!

Been hanging out with this same friend of mine for....wow...5 out of 7 days last week?! No wonder it seems like everyday to me now.He reminded me a lot of myself and my life though.Don't know in exact what is he going through but I guess everyone in this world has issues and having said that, yes me included...Somehow, I just feel like encouraging him and I don't know why?! I guess this is what it means of God has a purpose for different people in different ways...
Ahhhhh~~ I guess this post is more like dedicated to him in some way or another....Since it has already been done so and I highly doubt he reads blogs and furthermore am not a famous blogger or whatsoever...I just want to make a shoutout right here!!

***Dude! Be encourage! Not sure what happened before or in the present to you, but know that the ultimate encourager- God is always looking out for you.Sometimes we may go through the same mistake all over again, but hey look at it this way, we probably need to re-learn our life-lesson in that particular part of life.As long as you hold on to Him, you'll be fine for His plan is to prosper us and not to harm us...As for me, if you need to talk, I'll always be here, well not exactly here-here,as in I know am going KT soon, but hey, still M'sia, still same timezone, still MSN, still got phone....LOLx...Remember when to stop emo-ing, and to hit the restart button again =)
From,
=P ***

Continuation of KT trip @ Day 2

2010-04-06T17:12:00.005+08:00

As promised this is the update on Day 2 in KT...
The night before was spent in the hostel tossing and turning because the room was oven hot but anyhow I still manage to catch a wink of sleep and woke up to take picture of the sunrise!*Good morning KT campus**A wooden house located in the KT campus**Sunrise NOT sunset...**Early morning clouds...in pretty blue**Heading in to the campus cafeteria for breakfast**At KT town**Some of the snap shots from street photography that I did while walking around**One of the many jetties in Kuala Terengganu* *At the place known as Tamadun Islam and the above is Masjid Kristal**The45 mins boat ride around the river of KT...It's RM10 per person but because for every 10 people the 11th will be free..I got to be 11th and I get to share half the cost with the 10th person*

Anyway that's all for the updates of Day 2...with Day 3...coming soon...

It is Easter!

2010-04-02T18:57:00.003+08:00

Today is Good Friday and it is also the day when Jesus was crucified...While typing this post...it is the seventh hour...and that reminds me "At the sixth hour darkness came over the whole land until the ninth hour.And at the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?"-which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" Mark 15: 33-34

No Greater Love

The cross, the thorns
The blood, the stripes and the shame
The crowds, the scorns
They struck Him again and again
No greater love than this
That a King would give His life for me
No greater words than these
When love cried out "Father, forgive!"

Jesus the Way, the Truth and the Life
Out of the darkness into the light
We have been called
We have been saved
His blood the price, we're made alive
In Christ

The Word, the Light
All truth, all grace come alive
The man, the Christ
The perfect sacrifice
No greater love than this
That a man would give His life
For a friend
No greater words than these
"I'll be with you always to the end"

Lets just be mindful of what Christ has done for us during this Easter!How great His love for all of us even before we know Him and still is a sinner.
Happy Easter and God bless!

KT Trip and Photoblogging

2010-03-28T21:21:00.005+08:00

Not so much of typing but going to post some of the photos I took from my D90...
Enjoy the trip pretty much except the sun burnt at Pulau Kapas...*on my way to KT...in Terengganu..looking out of the window**Lunch time**Looking out of the window at the hospital where we gonna do our clinicals**Batu Bersurat roundabout**At Pantai Batu Buruk**Jumping high...Kenneth took this shot**Loving these shots* *A stone hanging on a tree but not so much of the stone is more of the sky*
*So much for Day 1 and do look forward for upcoming post*

A higher "me"

2010-03-13T12:38:00.002+08:00

Wait am suppose to feel crappy...
But I didn't..weird?
Exam with I haven't study finish at all + seeing somebody that you like got hooked up but is not you....
Sounds like a horrible combination right?
anyway,

surprisingly am not emo-fied of what I thought I should be...
but I ACTUALLY felt happy for him (open up my heart and up to you to check whether not am lying)
Oh well is me who say I wish him well and all the best long ago...
Time to test whether I REALLY meant it or not huh?
Well answer is obvious that I DO meant it =D
Not to say am not liking the person enough...
Just that I took the higher road...
Before I pass my Professional exam, I am glad to say I pass His exam and is also because of Him!So all glory to Him....hee~
p/s: to all my buddies out there, seriously am ok...and somehow I felt relieved...

Time to move on..

Pre-exam update

2010-02-23T23:52:00.003+08:00

Oh well my blog has been a standstill for quite awhile..obviously...
Anyway not to say am uberly busy but just feel like taking a break from here.Am still discovering moments in my life when am away from blog-o-sphere...
Thanks be to God that am still holding on because He lives...
Exams are drawing near and the preparation is not even 50% yet...and yes I know it isn't a great progress...Hence I shall put all the CNY pictures aside and try my very best not to upload them and edit them before I forgot that I have my exams weeks away -.-"
Responded to an altar call few days ago and really mean what it means to surrender all...by faith and not by reasoning...
Just feeling like typing what is lurking in my mind right now before calling it a night...
Be the flower that blooms and wait by the sidewalk for the butterfly or bee to deliver the right amount of nectar patiently.Bear fruits in the end.
Do not wilt away too soon but HANG ON!
Wait and patience...
Be the butterfly that is not afraid to find your flower...
Standing still at the window and looking at the flower in the garden doesn't bring you anywhere near the flower...
It'll just waste your time standing still there...
Take the courage...look on to the aim ahead of you and fly your way out...
Though it's a closed window but there will still be an open door only if you seek hard enough
Seek Him who is the Jehovah Jireh, the Provider...for He shall open doors for you and provide you with what is best for you.Only if you seek Him..."Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you"
Life's a journey with lots of baggage and burden that you carry along with you...
Walking through life's path with unknown what is ahead of you brings doubts into your mind...
So what are you gonna do about it?
Stop and stare or move ahead?
Your choice to choose...
The wise one will move forward and strive hard to what is ahead...
Reaching the destination and to look back knowing you have gone a long way
Deep down you know you gained more than what you lost along the way
The foolish one will stop and be stranded and stuck in time,
Get scorched by the blazing sun and fainted in the end...
Be the wise man who commits the burdens unto Him for He says: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest....For my yoke is easy and my burden is light"

It's not rocket science to know that after every sunset there will be another sun rise the next morning...
As surely as the sun will rise the next day, so is His love endures forever...
Focus unto God and wait worshipfully is what is being answered and poured out in my spirit...

Enough for now and yea whenever people ask me about how's life?
My answer: STILL have uncertainties but HAVE ABUNDANCE of confidence of where this life will lead me to...
Ironic?Sounds ridiculous to you? You think is impossible?
Well, think again...

Owl City :Fireflies

2010-01-31T17:10:00.005+08:00

If you wonder how I youtube...(with my deaf and dumb comp) I got the song in my phone and I sync it with what I watched...
Anyway got myself under control from the emo bug and now I gotta catch the study bug...

A Song That Got Me Tonight...

2010-01-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

I wanted to laid off blogging awhile until after finals but tonight I just felt the urge to log in and drop a few words again...
It's the lyrics of the song that got me thinking and rewind myself about 2 months plus ago...and that reminds me how time flies...

Anyway the lyrics...
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach
back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

If you are wondering what song is this it's OwlCity- Vanilla Twilight

Like I mentioned...Flashback-ed 2 months ago...I once had "it" until "it" died...
Not wishing or maybe, I don't dare to hope that "it" will get back to life again
But the song got me thinking of you all of a sudden
I thought I was okay until...I heard the song and all I think about was you
Deep down inside somewhere I miss you
Probably you won't read this post and never will in the world understands how I feel
But whatever that is running in my mind now is all the times we had fun TOGETHER 2 months ago
How time flies...I miss it!
and tonight I realised that I kept the feeling of missing you for 2 months..hidden...somewhere in a corner...
And emotions kept pouring out as I listened to the song...and as I look at the lyrics
Tears welled and couldn't be held
I let it flow like how I let all these words be posted up...
Probably you have forgotten..all about us, all about me or probably there were no "us" in your memory..I don't know...As for me I know I never did...

An evening, A DSLR

2010-01-14T21:02:00.004+08:00

I was too bored...hence...
In an evening, with nothing to do...*I took this from my window...while am stoning and staring at the sky**Took from the playground**A ride which I can never ride again**Spiral stairs anyone?**Can't exactly play that on my own right?**A building and blue sky but alone shooting it...**Small purple flowers...**Last few shots...on the way walking back to my dinner*
Anyway next mission is to get a Photoshop programme running...

On another note...I have to start studying again after messing around uploading pictures...because there are people shoo-ing me to study lore...swt! But is all good! =)

A Reminder...

2010-01-10T21:42:00.005+08:00

In the midst of all the chaos that we see in newspaper, even if the incident did not happen, we do have a hectic life, don't we? If you don't but I do...
*I think the angle enables reading...right?*
A song that am listening while uploading this...

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
My heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing You praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, in the midst of persecution...where do you stand?
Every incident happened with a purpose...in times of trials...where your heart will be?
Run away or face it?
If you know the next minute you will be persecuted because you're in Christ...what will you do?
I dreamt of a dream like this though...and in the dream I stood still...so will it be in real life...

“I’m a Tooth Fairy..”

2010-01-06T14:15:00.002+08:00

*Puts on thinking cap* and *think think think*... If I'm a tooth fairy....
And what was the question again?
Oh yea....
1.How would I complete my mission to collect tooth from underneath the pillow of a child?
2.What gadgets I’d like to have to ensure total stealth in your operations?

My answer to Question no.1...
Easy Lah...
STEP 1: Send the child a list of links for some addictive games that strains the "brain energy" of the child (ie increasing glucose uptake by the brain causing polyphagia especially in sweet stuff hence increasing the possibility of the child meeting the dentist)
STEP 2a: If the child didn't bring back the extracted tooth then I shall visit the dentist...to...find the tooth and take it
and tada finish mision... if not proceed to STEP 2b
If the child brought the tooth home and placed under pillow...
STEP 2b: Hypnotise the child through the game AGAIN! And sneaked in through the window and grab the tooth....
Tadaaaa~ another mission accomplished!

My question to Question no.2...I need.....
1. To design a game which is addictive and I can control through a big server individually to know how much addicted the child is...and to know the sleeping pattern of the kid ie..how long does it take him/her to be in deep asleep...
2. Candy production companies and candy selling advertisements...Yeap I need to take over the candy making industry to promote candies through the game by advertising in it...(hey, 2 birds with 1 stone..I make extra money to give to the toothless-kids, I earned extra teeth from the kids)
3. Have all the access to dental clinics...Easier to collect tooth and help that poor child who forgot to take the tooth home and place under pillow for him/her and to give money....
4. Have a tooth detector....Easier to get the tooth...
5. Sleeping gas....To ensure pure sleeping by the whole family and the child and every being that is living in the house....
6. CCTV disabler....So that my act shall not be caught on CCTV or whatsoever...

LOL....I think that is about all that am gonna blog for the pair of tickets...And this is purely out of boredom and sleepiness...So please give me the tickets yea? ;) Thanks........LOL

Messing around with my D90

2010-01-04T22:53:00.003+08:00

Took some pictures with my D90 baby....Lens cover....
Famous Amos Cookie jar.....LOL
My hamster....LOLTaken from my balcony....Purposely distorted the image...LOL

Blessed New Year of 2010

2010-01-01T18:14:00.003+08:00

Am back...It's 1st of January 2010...and am starting my blog anew...with a new blog name...
I started my blog in 2007 with the blog name live_life_with_jokes_and_craps, however, when I created that blog name...It was 1st in a hurry and 2nd I wasn't inspired yet...And so as time goes on "live_life_with_jokes_and_craps" has been tagging along with this blog ever since...

Behind that blog name was because I want people to read my blog to share whatever that I felt throughout my journey in life and also the things that I gained and/or I lost along the way.On top of that a blog is a channel for me to pour out my views and a place to keep my pictures since my hard disk can't store that much of info...So yea..journeying in life can be full of challenges and the un-inspired me at that moment can't think of any better name or words than that...

Anyway is 2010 now and to kick start...
I had an awesome day out..
Movie: Avatar and the rating given by me is 8/10
My views: Love the graphics and also the glowing scenes...(for those who doesn't know what glowing scenes means..go watch the show!)
Lunch at Esquire and while typing this my family is having a reunion in the living room and yea I know I should get outta here and join them for that...So yea signing off now with some pictures taken by Julia....=)DA guyzzzzz.....Michael, Wilson, David and Lik Xon...DA galzzzzz.........Maelodee, Joanne, Me, Tina, JuliaEVERYBODY....
So yea...Happy New Year of 2010 =)

Christmas is coming

2009-12-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

YAY Christmas is coming, although I know am having a massive backlog of uploading pictures but yea since I'm finally having my holidays for 2 weeks, I guess I should have time to finish uploading it....however...no promises though...Am busy with Season Of The Year production at my church...

Oh well I just feel like blogging tonight hence that's why am here... =)
Like I said Christmas is coming and I have this thought stuck in my mind...
What is Christmas all about?
Is it all about gifts, parties, great food, Santa Clause, and probably to some people even a romantic Christmas date?
Well actually Christmas is more than that to me now...
It is a season of sharing and even connecting with people whom you have lost contact with...
It is a season of connecting with people that we least thought about...
More importantly it is a season to remember God for what He has bless us with and to even reflect at what point are we at in life...

Where do we "centralized" our focus in the midst of celebration?
I mean when we celebrate a person's birthday, the focus is on the person right?
And Christmas as all knows marks the birth date of our Lord Jesus Christ...
So why are we focusing so much of what do each other get or even what to give as presents in this season?
Shouldn't we think "bigger", as in what are we giving to God in this season?
I don't think God needs us to give Him all the money we have and build a big monument for Him, I mean what value does the monument or idol could repay Him for what He did for our salvation?
So what are you going to do about it?
Well as for myself, I'm giving my time to make the musical production a success...
If you are wondering what role am I doing in the musical, while am doing the props...and rehearsal is a lot and really a lot...and actually God really arrived at all your needs even sometimes you don't mention it.Why I say so is because of my FA last 2 weeks, I passed all of them even not studying much!Well I know I will NEVER be able to this by myself and all praises is to Him.
On top of that, while collecting my FA from the well-known-oh-so-everybody-fear-him lecturer, Dr.S. and obviously he said lotsa stuff to me with the just passed result and mostly I wasn't really attentive to what he was saying...LOL but one thing he said that caught my attention..

Dr.S : *after a long long I'm not attentive monologue of his* So I guess I've spoil your mood to celebrate Christmas?
Jess : No..the celebration WILL and STILL go on..
Dr.S : *stunned and change topic*

After that whole conversation, usually people will think that oh-so-I-should-buck-up...
But to me, that is secondary..yes you read it correctly! SECONDARY
Medicine isn't my priority..but God is...
People may give up doing medicine because they venture into other fields like business or music or something else or they find that medicine isn't their cup of tea...what about me?
If, one day, God wants me to give up doing medicine to do His callings...
Will I be in for it?
My answer is yes!
Anyway before this post gets incredibly long which it already did...
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everybody!

Preparing for something Bigger...

2009-12-01T23:45:00.004+08:00

Yeap as the title mentioned...Am preparing for something that is ahead of me which is BIGGER...
Oh well is just basically what I encountered in YA Camp 09...Theme : Bigger...
Well this is going to be a few parts...Due to no time to wait here and wait for pictures to be uploaded la...So be patient...

LOL...
Anyway oh well..am still waiting for answers...not only answers but actually lots of stuff...
My brain was filled with what-ifs before the camp and even more what-ifs after the camp...
But the main what-if is What if I have not come to know Jesus as my Lord and Saviour?
I think I will not have whatever I encountered and experienced for the past almost 3 years...and of course I won't be typing this too...

God gave us a freewill to make choices but what came attached with it is we are accountable for the decisions that we make.Many times we make the wrong choice, but we are just too afriad to face the consequences and hence we start to deny or maybe choose to avoid...Not of something new...Because Adam and Eve in Genesis 3:11- 12 did it...But making the wrong choice sometimes is part and parcel of life and as I reflect on my ownlife, wrong choices is a way for God to put me right on track and to allow me to grow more in depth in Him.

Whenever failure comes in whatever form, be sure to know when to rectify it and not by making another wrong choice by shunting the failure away...No harm of expressing yourself that you are sad and to me that is probably why you are created with lacrimal glands and ducts...animals can't cry and human can...Expressing it by crying doesn't mean that you are weak, because after crying be sure of be able to stand up...The best way for me..Cry to God and allow Him to help you to pick yourself up...

*On the way to Port Dickson after Raju - Me and Jasmine**I simply "whack" this...All about reflections...See the camera next to my face? LOL..Expert in randomness shooting**Sunset view from my room: simply loving it*

Until then another post of continuation...in another day..

Just Listen To The Song

2009-11-17T02:53:00.002+08:00

I cherish what I had for the time spent...Though I know I can choose to forget even the great times...but I won't...why?Coz they belong to me...

7 hours before PBL In Sem 4

2009-11-02T00:50:00.004+08:00

Now is 1am in the morning...
My randomity is bubbling...
Must be the coffee... *Coffee*
I suddenly missed my holidays...
Because...
I still want to have fun... T_T
*Taken from KL Tower...The light panel above us when we were waiting for the shuttle service*
Anyway, was looking through SIBKL 15 Annivessary pictures and I found this in my camera...
*Lights off and the congregation holding LEDs to signify to be the light and city on the hill*
I love the effects though but am still experimenting on taking low light pictures...*On the PA panel*
Anyway gotta read something before I sleep...

Of A No-More-Emo Rambling...LOL

2009-10-29T09:42:00.005+08:00

1 day,
2 places,
11 hours plus,
Tonnes of jokes and craps...(really I can't believe what I've heard and what I've said...And on another note, pollution index up there in my head has its statistics shot up)
But the most important thing is I had an AWESOME day...
So awesome...
I'm gonna post pictures now...
While waiting for the pictures to be uploaded...Poker Face by Lady GaGa is on the radio and I just realised that I'm laughing in front of my laptop like an idiot..You know why?Cause it reminded me of how you sang it... *KL Tower..*
*Parachute people**Landing landing....* *Mission accomplished*
Anyway I've never been to KL Tower before and yea we made it an attempt to go there yesterday..Although we didn't pay "the bomb" to the Observation Deck.. *feeling broke in the wallet* yea we stayed at the bottom of KL Tower waiting to shoot parachute people...LOL... *ahem don't know who said that wanna shot 'em down, you got your wish granted*
Actually they were trying to break the Guiness World Record for having the most parachute jumps in a day..and wow we just randomly went there and wham!We got the privilege to caught it in action.So much for my randomity! * tee hee*
After that we proceeded to KLCC and yes we walked there from KL Tower...
And what we did in KLCC?Hmm..lets see....
We.....ate for almost 2 hours in Chillis...
We.....watched 2 movies...
We.....walk walk talk talk....until we didn't realised that time past so quickly *Thanks for the lunch =) *
*Thanks to you...LOL =P =) *

Was my first time sitting KL Monorail
First time I sat an LRT until Wangsa Maju...alone!
First time watching 2 movies in a row...
First time walking around KL Tower and then from there walked to KLCC...
Thanks to you....=)

Work hard after having so much fun ok?
Awaiting for the next...
On another random note...the aircond in the cinemas are pow-D-er-full...LOL cold hands...LOL =)

I knew I love you before I met you

2009-10-26T14:38:00.002+08:00

Been listening to the song over and over again...
Sometimes things just linger in my mind...
I let go of the thoughts of a person few months ago...
But someone just caught me stuck again...recently
Used to wish the time runs faster...
But now..I want it to be slower...
Waaaaaay slower...
Sighhhhhh
I feel like telling...
But I don't dare...
Getting hurt was enough for me the other time...
I don't wish to experience it again...
Can I have the expected ending?
I know the world doesn't revolve around me...
But can I have it just for once?
Urgh holidays...
Post stress holidays aint good for me in any ways...
And can I have the time slower?
Please?

Anyway....nevermind...
Signing off!
I want a getaway.....Free my mind...

Thanks be to God....

2009-10-24T14:29:00.003+08:00

Thank You Lord for granting me a pass in my EOS...
Personally speaking, I never thought that I will pass...Because it was a shaky paper that I did..Whatever I studied didn't came out in the qustions and whatever I answered was merely based on what I think it is, in other words, am playing a guessing game...
But all glory goes to our Lord Jesus...
Only by His grace I can enter this course
Only by His grace am I able to persevere and pul through every stress and emotional turmoil that I have been through...
During cell yesterday...
We were sharing about this verse from John 10: 1-18:
" I tell you the truth, the man who does not enter the sheep pen by the gate, but climb in by some other way, is a thief and a robber.The man who enters by the gate is the shephard of his sheep.The watchman opens the gate for him, and the sheep listen to his voice.He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out.When he has brought out all his own, he goes ahead of them,and his sheep follow him because they know his voice.But they will never follow a stranger, in fact, they will run away from him because they do not recognize a stranger's voice." Jesus used this figure of speech but they do not understand what he was telling them. Therefore Jesus said again, "I tell you the truth, I am the gate for the sheep.All who ever came before me were thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not listen to them.I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved.He will come in and go out, and find pasture.The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." I am the good shepherd.The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.The hired hand is not the shepherd who owns the sheep.So when he sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away.Then the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it.The man runs away because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep." I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep knows me- just as the Father knows me and I know the Father-and I lay down my life for the sheep.I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen.I must bring them also.They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd.The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life-only to take it up again.No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord.I have authority to lay it down and authority to take it up again.This command I received from my Father."

2 questions were raised and really got me into thinking...
1. Am I living an abundant life?
2. What has been stolen from me in the past 3months or so?
well, maybe is good to post the questions here and for you to ponder upon to...no harm right?

Another thing is...after this exam, I know I have to work harder la....But to me hardwork is not the only thing that I'm looking upon to because when you look at hardwork alone, you are actually looking at yourself and your own efforts and as humans it is extraordinary normal to get drained out after awhile.So look upon to the Lord for He will give you His strength and His wisdom for us to persevere on...

Approximately 12 hours.

2009-10-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

12 hours from now...Result will be released...
Start praying from now...
Anyway...
The main thing is...
12 hours ago...
I had GREAT fun today...took me away from wondering whether I fail or pass...
Went to Karaoke...
Not just singing but screaming...
Someone can really scream...Scream til I video-ed how he screamed...
HAHA But but but..Am prohibited from posting it up...
As he got another video of me... =P
Ish.. double black mail like that...
After that...
A game of pool....
White ball kept rolling in and the staff got kinda cheesed off by both of us...
Coz the white ball kept getting stuck after it went in...
Oh Oh Oh...I have to mention this...
The winner of the game is ME!!!! I didn't know I so pro...even after kena blocked from winning... *you ah!Lost ad summore sabo me from gaming the no.8 ball...hmpf!*
Then movie!!!
Cinema was quite empty today...and that's why am cold...not because of lacking of exercise....
Watched Surrogate...
My rating 6/10 for the show...
Amazed by graphics...The point of the show is everything started from a person and ended also from a person...Dr Cantor...I'm glad you finally understand the show in the car... LOL don't kill me...I didn't mention name here....
What a fun day....
Thanks =) you know who you are la...
Hang out more hang out more!!!
Wuahahahahhaha

GG stands for???

2009-10-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

Well.. I think I kind of put "GG" on my facebook status from yesterday til now quite a number of times. Some actually asked me what does that mean?Honestly my definition for GG means Good Game aka Game Over...
Anyway tonight I got it for a whole lots of meaning...Gagal Giler....Gaya Gagal....Going Giler...
And before I know it I'm thinking of Lady GaGa...I know...is random thoughts..
But I can't help it actually...
Paper was as hard as stone age today...Both MCQ and SAQ were killers...So unexpected and bizarre questions...
Anyway it's over...I still have OSPE and OSCE to fry on Wednesday...
No doubt am dissapointed and fear for the outcome of this test but at the same time am hopeful though...HOPEFULLY I'll pass....results coming out on Friday by the way...Efficiency?
ARGH I wanna go chillax on Thurs...sing all out...LeeHom's on radio now....I wanna meet LeeHom or maybe someone send him to me for a date?
I really don't mind at this time of stress...
Hmm someone ask me a question before...
If I have a billion dollars would I buy all the albums and merchandise of his?
My answer: No...I will employ him and have him all by myself...muahahahahah*evil laughs*

Ok Ok cut that...yes I know I'm trying my best to make myself feel better...and I think I kind of achieving it added the fact that I was spamming someone on MSN....*evil grins*

Oh well so long and farewell...

Oooh ooh..Ganas Giler...Gatal Giler...Ghost Giler...
Fine I'm outtie

Song craze whole night!

2009-10-07T01:54:00.004+08:00

PINYIN
fen kai zhi hou ling yi nian de chun tian
ji yi ye xiang xia xue yi yang rong jie
na xie you ni zai shen bian de ying pian
hu de yi sheng fei de lao yuan lao yuan

ai zai xia tian guo
wan zhi hou suo zai qiu tian
ai guo dong tian zhi hou de
wo hao le yi xie hei
yu hou de tian shang
cai hong chu xian
chen chu yi pian lan tian

* wo zai lin guo yi chang
da yu zhi hou de qing lang
na shi chun yu li xi guo de tai yang
mei ge dong ji dai lai shi luo
shang de duo shen
ran hou hu ran kan dong yun de xing zhuang

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
na shi chun yu li xi guo de tai yang
mei ge dong ji dai lai shi luo
shang de duo shen
mei ge hu xi dou shi xin de fen fang /

(Repeat All)

liu xia de yan lei
liu xia le zhi hui
ai qing hui tian liang
ye yi ding hui hei
shi jie hui deng wo
ta hui wen wo dong
tian guo qu le mei

(Repeat *)

chun yu li xi guo de tai yang

Wish that it could just rain!

2009-10-06T16:07:00.003+08:00

Because of one song...
I wish it rains now.....
*woot is going to rain!whee~~~**And it did rain**After rain..*

It'll be a dot-dot-dot day

2009-10-02T08:08:00.002+08:00

Crazy, cranky, deprive of REM or NREM sleep (all 4 stages)....
Neuronal cells firing like crazy...
Hemispheres are fried...
Can't think,
Can't associate,
Can't link,
Can't recall,
Am sorry..really sorry
My brain is frying
Sips coffee...screams "HELP ME"
My gosh....
Crazy....
ARGHHHHHH!
Gotta go...
Goodbye!
T_T

Post 12 hours sleep of thoughts!

2009-10-01T10:49:00.004+08:00

Hmmm..Let's see..
It feels like having a desert full of thorny cactus that day
It feels like tsunami just hit me today
It feels like spider webs wraps around with dusty setting...
It feels good to give than to take...

Again I gave it away like what I used to do...
Is me left behind again,
Sitting there, staring at the starry sky until sun rise...alone...

I prefer the process than the ending...
Even when it doesn't works...

Don't mind helping even with a prickly heart...
Cause apart from the enjoyment seeing people happy...
I have another thing lesser to hold me back when I leave...
Amazing irony...Broken Happy Heart?
Perhaps I should write a movie script...

I'm gonna be what I always wanted to be...
But am I up for it?
Time to study....

*Sunset at my balcony*
Firework...with some hidden meaning? But not a hidden fact that yes I shot it

Can I blame the love songs?Early morning love songs...totally bad for me!

GET UP and BE AWESOME!

2009-09-30T02:09:00.002+08:00

Jess...read the title...
Yea I sounded like as if am motivating myself...
Correct!
Bingo!
Be awesome Jess
Again this whole week I'll be fill with constant blogging and updating...

Igeon anijiyo...
Yeoreo gagiro gomawoyo...
jeulgeowosseoyo...
dangsin cham jeoun saramieyo...
dangsinhago gachi inneun ge joayo...
got dasi bol su isseumyeon jokessyeoyo...
ne,dwaetseoyo...
annyeonghi gaseyo!

It's for me to know..what it means...

Blogging with song again...

2009-09-29T17:48:00.004+08:00

I know recently I've been blogging with a lot of songs...Anyway sometimes songs can really be a reminder to us but of course sometimes a song can actually destroy us...Well don't ask me how, but I've experienced it before...One song and yea it blew my day! But not referring to this song below la

JOJO Lyrics

But then again...Leave!
*Sore throat has gone bad!!!!* Totally not good!

Sore Throat Is Distracting Me

2009-09-28T16:19:00.002+08:00

See the title? 'Nuff said....
I don't like sore throat...wait who does?Am I outta my mind?Maybe...Blame the sore throat,would ya?

oooh~~currently listening to a very old song...okay fine not that old...but old enough to predict my age...WAIT! Clarify and shout out something here....I AM NOT OLD...haha in denial...oh well whatever and anyway...
The song goes like this:
Rings a bell?
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remained a drug that’s the high and not the pill
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh,
The more I get of you
Ooh
Stranger it feels, yeah
And now that your rose is is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say
You remain,My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you’re like a growing addiction
That I can’t deny.. yeah
Won’t you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light
That you shine can be seen
Baby,I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Been kissed from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeahstranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
I’ve been kissed by a rose on the grey,I’ve been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey
I’ve been kissed by a rose on the grey
And if I should fall, at all
I’ve been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say
You…….My power, my pleasure, my pain
To me you’re like a growing addiction
That I can’t deny, yeah
Won’t you tell me is that healthy, baby
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light
That you shine can be seen
Baby,I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
Stranger it feels, yeah
And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Ba da ba da da da ah ya ya…
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

oh well...If I Were A Boy is on RedFM again...great I can't sing and I'm sounding like doing song promo in here...
Don't worry bout me and yea if you are reading this line...I really thank you for reading..haha...and you know why! *winks*

A reminder to self

2009-09-27T23:59:00.003+08:00

Am suppose to be studying now...
However,
When I heard of a song again...
Different feeling but it's a mixture or shall I say a mixed up?
Altogether am confused a lil though, not a lot but still?
Jess~o~Jess~
Please don't let the history repeats itself again...
This gonna stop at once and immediately...
Before the destatable feeling comes back again and invade my mind....
Remember what happened long time ago?
Promise myself that am not gonna fall on the same side again...
But what the heck am I doing again?
OMG please wake up!
Gosh am sounding like am having issues...and yes am close to have one...Gotta keep awake!

Always Wonder How The Lyrics Thingo Works =P

2009-09-24T12:31:00.001+08:00

Beyonce Knowles Lyrics

Study time!!!
You who are looking at this and have exam too...go study!
You who are suppose to work while looking at this...go work too!

The Last Shot Of The Poor Flower

2009-09-23T23:00:00.004+08:00

Yea yea I know it's time for the 12 stalks of lovely roses that I got to go.But yea I kind of regret not taking any pictures when it still has its lovely fresh green stalks..
Anyway, just playing around with my camera and some editing job before I post this up on an evening that am suppose to be studying...Don't blame me la..brain not functioning liao hence the procastination and straying online.I need a break anyway....*Fresh flower with dying stalk**Another shot..without flash**The leaves are dying :( *
*An example of my editing gone wrong..all the colour went super off and so I decide to make it black and white lor**The all 12 stalks of supposedly lovely roses*
Just a lil note, don't buy me flowers please?I'm kinda sad when they withered away.... =(

On An Evening Where The Radio Station Loves Me

2009-09-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

I don't really know how to describe my mood now while typing this...It's a mixture of being happy and being contented because of nothing...Wait I don't think am making any sense to you, do I? But anyway I guess in the whole world besides myself, no one understands how GOOD it feels right now?Oh if you do, good for you!
Haha as I mentioned in the title, for the whole evening My.Fm is like playing all the songs that I like throughout pre-dinner,during dinner and post dinner.Even for those songs that I don't really know, it actually suits my mood and instantly I like them.
On another note, with this kinda feeling tonight..Am feeling being inspired again!To the following song.Not because of Raymond Lam sang it but because of what this show was about and the meaning of the song...

Pre dinner ramblings

2009-09-21T17:10:00.003+08:00

Yeap I know I've been MIA for quite awhile...And the ability to update here means am still kicking alive..
First up, to all of you out there: Thanks for all the birthday wishes! Didn't have a oh-my-gosh-it's-a-blast 21st birthday but am contented of being still alive and I thank God for what I already gained in my 21years of life!

Next up, physio quiz on 2nd and 3rd October...wish me luck for this wei...Gotta study CNS and all which it is suppose to be next sem's stuff.But oh well, since am committed into it, I'll give my best shot...No guarantee of winning though! >.<"

Finally done with the recording weekend service!It's a blast and I can't wait for the SIBKL album to be launched...So much fun serving in the worship team and yes it's amazing how God put each and every one of us together to carry out our parts to worship Him in a particular season and occasion...

Hui Ling is back..am going to hang out with her next week..Coming up sing K session, my F.A.V.O.U.R.I.T.E! LOL...

One message in one day to 3 people!

2009-09-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

As the title said..now is 1217am of Sept 11th 09 as I type this post...
Gonna dedicate this post to 3 people...

First, Tik Tsin...Happy belated birthday! I know is yesterday but yea still happy belated birthday!Thanks for being the "ah pek"..and thanks for being there for me to be the "movie kaki" all the time...

Second, Terri Chan...Happy blessed birthday girl!! muaxzzz to you and hope you have a blast at this special day!Though I know you for not long but am looking forward for the days ahead of us!Hope to work together as colleague in the future...*hugz*

Third, Kenneth Tee...Happy birthday to you....Woik study hard ah, don't sleep so much, don't lazy..Stop cockroaching around lor! XP As promised I'll definitely buy you fried cockroach as exotic food in the future and you make sure you finish it lo (No need to leave any legs or whatsoever body parts for me...).. Thanks and no thanks for disturbing me in class as usual and make me scream...Will still see you for the remaining 3.5 years from now until we graduate so stop bullying me! Bully me less la u....I dream also dreamt that you bully me...zzzzzz lor!See what it means of leaving an impact on others if you kacau the poor "me" too much?

Okay lar..that's all for the birthday messages from me..though you people may or may not see it but still happy 21st birthday to all of you! * hurried back to anatomy book*

Continuation?

2009-09-08T22:31:00.003+08:00

After much of pestering me today,
I had a feeling the assuming machinaries were activated among lots of people,
One thing for sure is what you people assume is WRONG!
The post isn't about anything here
On top of that,
Another storm just stirred up,
Making another tango of tangles...
Bravo!
Kudos!
Just to add up to the vault of problems...
Do whatever you like...
It is your choice...
All I can do is to give you whatever my opinion is...
Take it or leave it
Again, your choice...
Disagree-ing doesn't mean I treat you lesser than a friend
To be frank here,
I treat you as a true friend...
So I don't see the point of me lying
Hence am presenting to you my true self
You know me very well that I don't like faking stuff...
Know me well that I dislike going against myself...
Hence I foresee this long ago ever since...
So honesty or faking-ty?
Choose again...

Losing senses

2009-09-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

I thought I knew all of you,
Or beggining to know all of you,
But now I find that the more I know,
The more I am in doubt,
Or shall I say the more I don't know...
Make sense?
I think I do but do you?
Do you even know?
Or is just losing senses?
Yes am disappointed...
Very disappointed indeed
With your actions...
For you do things without much thinking
For you do things by losing your senses
Where is that wisdom?
Did it just disappear?
Into thin air?
Or is it just in the midst of the crowd?
Wake up!
Like seriously, please do!
Am still in shock of what you just said and did
Never did it cross my mind that you will act in such
But reality proves to me...
I want it to be unreal
But I have evidence to prove it in my face
So do you want me to lie to myself?
I hope not!
But please do get a life!

2009-08-21T19:03:00.001+08:00

Mighty Is The Power of The Cross

2009-08-21T18:44:00.001+08:00

What can take a dying man and raise him up to life again?
What can heal a wounded soul?
What can make us white as snow?
What can mend our brokenness?
Brokenness

Mighty, awesome, wonderful
Is the holy cross
Where the Lamb laid down His life
To lift us from the fall
Mighty is the power of the cross

What restores our faith in God?
What reveals the Father's love?
What can lead the wayward home?
What can melt a heart of stone?
What can free the guilty ones?
What can save and overcome?
Overcome

It's a miracle to me
It's still a mystery
It's still miracle to me
The power of God
For those who believe

I Don’t Want to Rest in Pieces like Final Destination

2009-08-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

Yeap Final Destination is premiering again and I don't want to miss it!
Haha I took a picture of myself in the state of shock! LOL okok I know it is a made up picture and wait a minute I wouldn't have time to take a look in the mirror when I'm really in shock right?Anyway oh well...is just for the sake for me to win the pair of invites..*fingers crossed*
*This is first attempt taking the picture!**Second attempt LOL the unintentional effect of what is behind me!*
Oh so how will I be resting in pieces like final destination?
Hmm...
First of all, is if I do not know God! Because my life will be in a mess and hence most likely I will not be who am I now! And did I mention that I have suicide thought before I know God?Totally not good! But now, I'm free in His kingdom!Set free by His love, grace and mercy!

Second of all, is if I do not stop myself from msn and facebooking while I really need to study for a test that will be happening in less than 24 hours from now...LOL I guess that's all am gonna type...

So please?please please????Can I get the invites?Thanks...haha
*runs back to books*

It is a 2 in 1 post

2009-08-11T00:03:00.006+08:00

Yeap I'm gonna do this backwards...
08.08.09
Starting from Jade's 21st birthday party at Lake Garden...
Wonderful night for her and I hereby thank her again for the invite to her awesome party!Happy blessed birthday girl...May God continue to bless you and put your talents into good use for the expansion of His kingdom!May He bless the works of your hands and grant you with His wisdom, so that you can give hope and healing to those who needs it in your future career as a doctor... =) *Jade and her birthday cake!There were actually 21 candles on the cake! O.O**Cake cutting session**Wallace, me and Jasmine**Jade and Jessie =)*
31.07.09-02.08.09
CoUZ Camp at El Sanctuary
Was having an awesome time there too..Met new people and made new friends.The speaker was Ps Victor Wong and the theme for the camp was "CAPACITY"...
So what exactly is stretching and expanding our capacity?It is all about God placing us in different situations to make us grow spiritually stronger in Him.Whether to fall away and turn our backs to Him or hang on to Him and continue trusting Him for He will bring us through the tough times totally depends on our faith in Him.But of course I choose the higher road to look upon Him and allow Him to expand the capacity although there might be transient discomfort situations.Let me put it this way if He hasn't allowed the past to happen and hence there will be no "me" of today.In times of suffering I do admit that my faith to Him grew stronger!For Isaiah 54: 2 states that "Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch your tent curtains wide, do not hold back; lengthen your cords , strengthen your stakes." *At El Sanctuary**I curi-curi took picture during message session =P**Note the similarities?Bible, pen, notebook and drinks..LOL**Another random shot testing my camera during the sharing session**Part of Sandisk-the team that rocks*

*Puppy from El Sanctuary, belongs to the owner**My newly met friends..aiks why lar Melissa turned her head la?**This is Sandisk!!!The group that rocks even after camp!Just look at the ability of us interacting in Facebook up to 200 comments in one picture!*

I gave myself 10 minutes to type this...

2009-08-06T04:20:00.004+08:00

My left middle finger hurts..Why? Was learning how to play the guitar from my sifu- Jessica Yoke Poh..thank you darling for teaching me...I know D, A, E...Just that I need more practise...
Saw something on Facebook and realise people come and go really fast...Some status change from "Single" to "In a relationship" whereas some is vice versa...Hmm of course mine will still remain as what it is...
Malaysian studies final is in few hours time and I'm so bored of studying it!Usually am okay to study for exam but this is just plainly redundant!Not to say am not interested in what is happening in the country and all but it is just...why should we be tested about it?
Had a mood shift from the edge of getting emo to numbness...Probably PMS-ing or probably due to item no.2... So pick your guesses...if you really want to know that is!
Haven't got the time to blog about the camp that I went last weekend..But it should be coming right up probably on Friday night...Sneak peak over here is the camp was awesome and Sandisk rocks!
I gotta go and prepare for the redundant test again...

Just thought of posting a coconut tree out of randomness....=P

I have nothing better to do than this at 3am

2009-07-29T03:01:00.005+08:00

Yes it's 3am and I feel like posting pictures!and the next one!*A close up shot on lava...so hot to me!**Volcano eruption with a full moon*
And I really salute all the photographers!Such nice pictures! and I'm envious!
Oh link to the pictures http://www.hawaiipictures.com
Back to my studies!

I'm so proud of my height!

2009-07-22T20:48:00.003+08:00

I'm so proud being short..Well not really that short but enough to save myself from a blow on my head just now in the LRT...
Anyway it must be God's protection over me that save my scalp from a few laceration marks or bruises...
I was happily listening to songs on my handphone while standing in front of the door and suddenly I felt something odd just happened..At a split moment I thought the door opened while the train was moving but it wasn't the door.So when I looked up....OMGOSH! The whole panel just missed my head for a few centimeters,probably around 5cm?And it's like swaying back and forth as the train moved...Scary but yea thank God that I'm saved and protected by Him!
*Not a good shot but yea notice the shadow on the door- the whole panel was hanging there!*
*Relatively I took the shot of this guy and the hanging panel-compare the height of the door and the height of the guy.*
Oh that guy in the second picture was probably around 165cm? Just a rough estimation...

Random again at 4am in the morning

2009-07-22T04:33:00.002+08:00

Yes it's 4am in the morning and nope I'm not suppose to be sleeping because I woke up at 3am in the morning without the help of alarm clock.Don't even bother counting the hours that I need for sleeping...

Mixing cordial drinks at 4am in the morning isn't a brilliant idea...I can't tell whether it is too sour or too sweet or tasteless! OMGOSH! So frustrating! Oh just in case you're wondering what drink am I mixing, it's orange juice....

Kenneth and gang went to watch Harry Potter! And I stayed at home =(
And oh someone just entertain me with Happy Potter..Don't know what is that but I know it's produced, directed and acted by the person who mentioned that..wuahahahaha!

Another visit this Friday...is to Blood Bank..wow! and I don't even know where is Blood Bank to begin with.But who cares...got free bus ride wert...haha!

Ok am just being too random!What can I do coz it's 4am...LOL

This is going to be short

2009-07-21T01:22:00.003+08:00

I'm not in the mood...
I don't want to hear that anymore...
So FAKE of you...
and...
I just wonder how long I can stand it?
-end-
*A foot and a window= I wonder how long more before I kick you out of the window*
Fine I know am not able to do that..Just thought of posting the pic that's all...

SRJK(C) Yuk Chai of Standard 6H (2000) Reunited Partially

2009-07-11T14:38:00.008+08:00

Yes from the title itself says it all, it's been 9 years ever since I see some of them....I know this post should be up last weekend after the gathering itself but yea blame it on the busy-ness again =P
Now let's just get the pictures do most of the talking or perhaps blogging...lazy to type so much lar.....Have to study in awhile....*My class photo in the year 2000 and yes I was 12 so spot me*
I have no difficulties recognising them, a good sign for my memory!yayness~~
AND AND AND all of them that were present that day remember me too!double yayness~~
So yea we were there for almost 2 hours talking and asking each other about recent stuff and also trying to recall all the things that we did in standard 6 9 years ago... suddenly I felt old-ish*Me, Von Yi and Jia Yin**Zhen Yuan and Jian Jun-both engineers-to-be**Jing Ying-thanks to her for the gathering, she took the effort to organise everything**Lots and lots of talking and catching up**Li Ping, Ka Men, Me, Xian Mei and Sue Hsia**All the guys that were there that day- yes 3 guys only**Huey Chyi (class monitor), Ai Ling, Debbie, Me and Jason**Very brave of me to take a so close up shot with minimal photo editing been done..LOL*

*Random Shot- why? because I like the wallpaper**LOL The 2 good buddies of mine in primary school..Now Deb is going to be a nutritionist and and Jia Yin is going to be a vet*
Oh well that's all for now...Though not everybody turned up for the reunion but after the reunion most of us are reunited through Facebook..THE POWER OF FACEBOOK perhaps

A song that I'm addicted to currently

2009-06-27T10:54:00.001+08:00

My phone ran out of battery because I kept playing the song over and over again! swt...
Crush-David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away
Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away...

Loving this song to bits...
So what happened for the past one week?Nothing much just busy-ness as usual and oh HOSPITAL ATTACHMENT!!ooh it was fun though the hospital we went was a small one.But thank you Kok Wei for sending us there..All 6 of us squeezed into Kok Wei's car.Anyway we learnt a lot from Dr Wong..Most of the patients there are diabetics and we saw 3 cases of gangrene and one of them has undergone a BK (below knee amputation and not Burger King) Dr Wong showed us around the hospital after a somewhat long lecture in the hospital itself and when we pass by the "baby room" (is that what you call it?) We saw a one day old baby by the window...now he is 2 days old cause he was born on the 24th of June..OMGOSH he is so cute...LOL all of us actually crowd and look at him...Most probably he has gone back with his parents when we visit the hospital the following week...
Oh well, I'm anticipating for the next hospital attachment on Thursday at Gombak though..and am going to bring camera this time...

I purposely typed this after I sms-ed you

2009-06-22T01:55:00.003+08:00

Problems arises and obstacles hinders us from going forward,
In the midst of it we taste failures, rejections and discontentment,
We complaint,we cried, we grumbled but nothing changed,
We get blinded by all kinds of negative feelings,
But have we prayed?
I did and I overcame it,
Not of my own capability but the victory that belongs to the Lord.
Because it is He who strengthens me...
He strengthens me with His love..

Love, you say? Which is greater?Love with one another or God's love?
God's love and purpose must first fill the big and deep holes in us that no other love can fill
Once that's filled,
Other love are choices, to give and receive,
Not pressured or forced...

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

When we come to the brink of falling into the pit of anger and hatred, take a step back and rejoice for the fact that you are able to love.
Cherish the moments which you had together rather than keeping records of each shortcomings.
Forgive and look forward...
As there will always be another sun rise after every sunset...
Don't take this message from me but take it from He who inspires me to blog this...
For God is the one who first show His love to all who are yet to know Him...

Another outing during my hols...delayed again

2009-06-20T21:27:00.008+08:00

My radio went nuts with my favourite song...urgh! *grumbles* why la of all time? I love that song okay?Though it sounds emo but yea I still h-e-a-r-t that song...
Anyway back to the outing that I mentioned, I just realised I have not upload the pictures here yet...Not really that late cause it happened about a month ago..LOL...
I will not upload all the pictures here cause I need to study and yes I realised that I study more than Year 1 which is a good thing, no?I guess everyone is putting their effort into Year 2. So I will upload ALL the pictures of the outing in Facebook once am free and only God knows when I'll be free...*Only Satchid wore the form 6 T-shirt that day..LOL sorry I can't fit into mine...And Chid was doing_____ thing in the picture...LOL Chid, for u to fill in the blank =P**My Nando's lunch**Chid on the phone with David...ish that David cannot make it that day or else we will have even more jokes from making fun of him**Qi, Ting and me.....2 engineering and 1 medic student**Waiting for movie to start outside GSC**Me and Qi**Me and Ting**Da GUYS..1 engineering and 2 medic student**Waffle session after movie..Ting and Shiau**Me likey**Shiau always make that face and I wonder why**Qi was surrounded by all medic students..jeng jeng jeng =P**Strategy planning or what?*

*I miss playing pool*
Seriously I feel like playing pool while typing this..
Oh well gotta run for the moment...
toodles~

Hello Year 2

2009-06-16T21:24:00.004+08:00

Yeap...I have started year 2 and the schedule is craziness!But I like it though...
Hmm I still see the same peeps in class and still the same Dr CRS and all the other professors who of course will keep repeating and chanting the same old words: "You people must study properly... bla..bla..bla...Use your SDL properly and bla..bla..bla"
I can't wait for Hospital Attachment next Thurs and Kok Wei am booking your car..wuahahahhaa =P
Someone is suitable to visit the Paediatric ward now and it's a compliment and not a joke...really lar!Believe me k?And you know who you are...
And yes Keng, I love you.. muax and hugz and xoxoxoxxoxoxoxo

But as for now, Physio..Physio and more Physio until I Psycho for the moment...

Suddenly inspired to blog...

2009-06-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

Life is like mixed rice...
God gave us all the opportunities and choices just like all the varieties of food the mix rice seller placed at the stall...
The combination of the food that you decide to put on your plate totally depends on ourself...
It's a matter of trial and error on whether the combination on our plate tasted good or otherwise...
If it doesn't, then we know we will never repeat the same combination again...
If it does, it leaves a good memory in us after we have completed that very meal...
No matter it tasted bad or good,
Life still goes on...
In future when we looked back...
We will always remember how good the combination tasted and often forgotten about the bad combination...
Let us learn to cherish the good moments we had together but forget about the not so good ones...
*Firework picture taken during CNY*
Be the spark that God wants us to be and shine for Him
I've learnt another thing today...
God gave us the salvation as the ultimate gift to us
But how we live our life is our gift back to God...
I want to stop getting stuck in time
And focus on His purpose in my life...
For where He started His work in me
To live a life to fullfil His masterpiece...
To look beyond and to seek His plans in store for me
And His praise of good and faithful servant at the end of the day when I meet Him...
I thank You Lord for Your healing and strength in me!

For I know I've sidetracked and tasted failures
But you taught me to remember You not only in sufferings but also in celebrations...

Tiredzzz...

2009-06-05T10:18:00.002+08:00

Another few more minutes and am off to work...
People going for roadtrips and I'm doing roadshows...
What to do?
D90,
I sacrifice a lot for you!
Urgh...

Anyway,
I can't wait for classes to start!
I miss lectures,
I miss PBL,
I miss FA,
I miss the stress,
I miss clinicals,
and yes I'm crazy!
But,
I'm excited for hospital attachments!
Only 1 week away minus this week!
I miss you people...can't wait to see you guys in class...
Especially some people with braces
I wanna laugh at you all...
Aiya I'm not that bad lar.....Just missing the whole gang who is on roadtrip now

Sudden storm...

2009-05-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

Sudden storm just struck this afternoon but it struck me much later...
Unprepared or maybe don't want to be prepared...
I don't know...
Looking out of the window with the clock ticking behind me...
I'm suppose to be sleeping by now...
But waves of thoughts just swept passed...
I don't need you to understand,
Don't need you to care,
Don't need you to know,
The rain stopped outside but it never did inside...
I should have known earlier but I choose to deny,

I gave my very best,
But I got the worse return...
I won't ask for anything else
I just want the rain to stop
But am wondering
What happens after the rain stops?
Will it be a rainbow?
Or will it be a flood?
If given another chance for a start-over,
I want it to snow
Snow when you appeared
Freeze everything from the beggining
Just like the painstakingly awaited winter...
Charles Kingsley said:
Every winter,
When the great sun has turned his face away,
The earth goes down into a vale of grief,
And fasts, and weeps and shrouds herself in sables,
Leaving her wedding garlands to decay
Then leaps in spring to his returning kisses...

But after much wondering,
Will I need the "return" of what Charles Kingsley meant?
I don't think so...
Maybe it's not too late to snow in me now
It happened before and I will let it happen again
And this time,
I'm gonna let it freeze
And please,
Don't bother thawing...

I so need this for a good laugh!

2009-05-25T17:07:00.001+08:00

Post freaking ramblings

2009-05-24T18:37:00.002+08:00

*Expires air*fuhhhh~ To fellow classmates: think of forced expiratory volume huh?
I just got back but am not in the mood..
I think I fail..don't ask me why..cause I can't answer as well probably I freaked and I forgot everything and yes even the starting...
So yeap at this point of my life, plus what happen yesterday..I failed...2 things in 2 days...
But one thing,I'm lost for finding an explanation of what type of coincidence about the trigger of the first failure of yesterday can remind me minutes before the start of the second failure...
At this point I can't understand myself what more of the others...
Anyway sorry Kenneth and Terri,I doubt I made it but thanks for the support, I really appreciate it...
On another note, come to reflect about what happened in past weeks and months I thank God so much for His grace and mercy that I pass my finals 2 weeks ago...and I found a job and so I will be working to earn my camera.
Everything is about waiting and waiting,
wait for the correct timing,
wait for the correct situation and people...
My patience is again put on test
And I wonder if I can I make it even after failing twice...
I don't know and I resign from predicting myself
As I made the decision for the last goodbye...or so I think I'm able to do it

It bleeds again..but fibrosis will take place...I hope the surgery won't happen of removing necrosed parts...

Freaking ramblings

2009-05-24T09:28:00.003+08:00

STOP freaking out....pls pls pls....CAn I freaking stop freaking out?urgh!7 hours more and I'm freaking like crap...........But I really really wanna have the offer.....How la?????ARGH!!and my voice not to mention it..today is totally at the lowest point..... *bangs head*urgh time to help myself with lyrics too?I'm jumbling up every single line I'm singing and I don't know why...

Ok cut the crap...I just did a stupid thing..I ter-press my phone and sing through it and you know who is at the other end?Church office.....ARgh....something wrong with me la.....

Laugh la laugh la...Laugh all you want....I don't care blek....

But am still nervous....bye....

Oh and something happened last night...Last Goodbye~~

Random post exam post

2009-05-15T00:58:00.008+08:00

But the result is not out yet...How lar????
Anyway this post exam feeling is kinda weird to me altogether.
I've no inspiration to blog and garh!!!!
Oh wait! I sensed something coming up!!!Eureeeka!!!I shall blog about my form 6 life!

This is me and the two rule breakers...Yu Ting and Hui Ling!I shall not mention the past crime that both of them did but yea..I think they remember too...With our PA teacher, Pn. Noorasyikin...Me, Hui Ling, Raja and Yu Ting...U6S1 of 2007...erm we have an alien in this candid shot..Kee Peng lar....ish!!Mess up time..gosh because of this picture, I earned a scar on my knee...Yeap see the crazyness??Trust me this is not the full madnes that we can create! LOL

We just love the camera!

From the background I think this was taken when we were having our random lunch after class at A&W..usual thing for Yu Ting and Hui Ling..waffle time and to all of us..crap time an gila time!Jessie and Jessica...LOL my junior prefect in prefectorial board 06/07...Took this after our step down ceremony...We love the camera too!

Prefect's camp in Fraser's...Gosh it was superbly fun!!!Prefectorial board of 06/07 step down ceremony!!YAY..off duty as head prefect means can mess around right?LOL more on nearer to STPM stress lor!KDU trip...Chongxian doing babi face behind while everyone just...picture perfect!

David the LALA-zai legend!Chiddy the joker! Now, David has dissapear to Nottingham and Satchid has proceeded to IMU...When they come together,gilaness supernova happen wei! *ahem* we made lots of videos of David's lala footages...Raja's Hari Raya open house in 2006Bio class rat dissection....Raja and her rat plus Shiau and Chid

Me and my half dissected rat!After last paper of STPM...Prom @ Graduation dinner... LOL...
Anyway I miss those days that we had together,all the fun and laughter.Even though we can never turn back time but you people has painted a part in my life!
Thanks to all of you and friendship forever!Love you people loads!
Picture stolen from everywhere and sorry for the different sizes and all can't edit!Sorry...

Rambling from 3 days before exam

2009-05-08T09:48:00.002+08:00

Beautiful morning peeps...
Was listening to some old songs and found this favourite song of mine...

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just dont question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe

Chorus
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you

Nice song eh?Anyway I know I emo-ed and thank God I've emo-ed enough(LOL after watching almost the whole DVD of TVB drama 15 episodes=15 hrs wasted..it's time for me to salvage time to read as much as I could..I need a pass now for my exam like seriously) But anyway thanks to those who were there to listen to me, Kenneth and Wai Loo I owe you guys one.Oh wait before you peeps think I'm really over him, nope honestly I'm not!But since I choose to wait, I shall wait..not like I never tried before, last time 6 years...now not even one year!LOL!XD roll all the eyes you people want lar....
Oh yea, title of the above song?
I knew I loved You by savage garden

2009-05-07T13:13:00.002+08:00

I dunno what to say...I'm suppose to be studying...Jessie Chia u think u very free meh?Think so much of other stuff?exam coming..think exam..delete others...or so I thought I could...

I Can Relate To Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past

2009-05-05T01:13:00.005+08:00

Woot another movie coming right up!
Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past staring Matthew McConaughey as Connor Mead, and Jennifer Garner as, Jenny...

Anyway, I know of someone who actually date a few girls at one go.Surprisingly I still can't figured out why those girls were so attracted to him.Well to me, his looks?So so only...His character?Quite a joker and of course he has that "oily mouth" that he usually sweet talks well enough.
I asked him why did he do that and the reason given to me was: "I have more choices to choose from mar!"
I said to myself: "My foot la...all excuses...playboy means playboy la!"
But I said to him: "Hello?Don't you think you are kinda cruel doing that?"
He said to me: "You wanna join the fun izit?Jealous izit?"
I replied: "In your dreams la..."
He said: "You don't care bout me lar..."
Me: *roll eyes and prays to God: pls help this guy*
After that we did not contact each other for quite awhile until one day he rang me up...
On the phone,
He said: "Eh you free ah?"
I said: "Not really ah.Why?"
He said: "I got something important to ask you lar...can come out yumcha ah?"
I said: "huh?aiya ok la...ok la..."

To cut the long story short, he dated someone who is so happened to be my friend and he asked me for all her dislikes and likes.I got quite pissed at first and I warned him to not to "toy" around with my friend and I stomped away saying: "If you really like her then go find out yourself cause it's no point for me telling you and you'll be very sorry if you break her heart as I'll be the first to "murder" you!" Then around 3 months later, I found out that they were going out and they were in a serious relationship and it is still going on up til today!And I thank God that he is in a serious relationship now!
Oh recently I found out that what made him turned away from "toy-ing" around with multiple girls at one go, he almost made one of them committed suicide and hence he learnt his lesson in a kinda hard way!Oh well at least that girl didn't succeed in taking away her own life and really turn into a ghost to haunt him.
There you go!I related it to the show with a real experience of someone I know of (nope!no name will be revealed!)

Okie back to study and can I have the invitation to the screening please?LOL

Pre Battle #5 : Just a song I love a lot!

2009-05-02T01:33:00.003+08:00

Pray For The Nation-by True Worshippers

I pray for the people
I pray for the nation
For us to bow before You
And humble ourselves and pray
You hear our prayer from Heaven
You heal our land today
You turn our hearts from all the wicked ways
I kneel right now before You
I lift my hands towards the heaven
I pray
Yes I pray
For Your mercy and grace over us.

Chorus:
You're seated on the highest throne
You're lifted up above all things
Exalted and adored
I worship You in awe
Be glorified and magnified

Bridge:
There's now no more condemnation
Over this land no more
There's now no more , no more curses
Over our lives, over our family over our church
Today
We humble ourselves and pray
(You hear our prayer from heaven)
We turn from our wicked ways
(You heal our land today)

Just got back almost an hour ago from Goshen 1 cell and we were sharing about the 1st Beatitudes of "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven".
Being poor in spirit means we are going to be poor (deficient, destitute, in debt) spiritually and we are not going to have the attitude of thinking we have it all and we do not need anymore from God.In another words we should always not have the pride in us but we must humble ourselves before God.To have more of God and less of ourselves.
It became even more meaningful when I listen to this song...
One question after listening to the song:
How many of us actually pray for the nation?
I shall leave the question to all of you to answer while I head back to my books..

Pictures: I shot this awhile ago

Pre Battle #4 : I'm so doomed

2009-04-29T10:52:00.003+08:00

Been watching lots of TV and actually is only one movie but I watched it twice.You might be wondering what fascinating movie that attracted me twice..Yes you read it correctly, TWICE!Well, it's non other than Enchanted...Okay okay hold on to your tomatoes or eggs or cabbage or whatever it is that you planned to throw at me..I know Enchanted was out ages ago and I'm only watching it now...LOL~!I'm a "movie dinosaur" remember?

So Enchanted is about love story right?Duh~?! And it's a modern-day fairy tale that comes to a busy city and that's why you get the talking chipmunk and the dragon-witch-stepmother that all comes from Andulasia?Double duh~?!When the whole show ended (both times), I wonder: Does fairy-tale like love story still exist in reality?Ok irony here,fairy tale and reality...But seriously, does all stages of romance truly proceeds to happily ever after?It's nice to watch movie like this and you can predict the ending even before the movie ends: always the "they live happily ever after" kinda ending.Point is, I don't know.Life's a journey that can NEVER be predicted...Oh by the way, I sensed that my friend is beginning his "Enchanted" journey, I shall not revealed who before I get killed by him...LOL *I won't tell your name one...ahemMSNahem!*Anyway congrats to him...
As for me, I'm no where near to the "Enchanted" pathway in my life currently.Though I have someone in mind but... *nah,nvm!*

On another random note, I'm addicted to Restaurant City in Facebook!Oh NO!!!!! But heck it's cute!
Okay please pressurised me to study anyone?I'll pay you for that...It's easy money I tell you!
*Go study, moew*
2nd cat shot I'm fascinated with, cute eh?

Pre Battle #3 : I want Ice Cream and Krispy Kreme

2009-04-27T13:56:00.004+08:00

Thank you very much for letting me know that NZ ice cream is giving out free ice cream to the year 1987 to 1991.. I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...........
and

it's already here and I want also!!!

Pre Battle #2: It's E.N.O.U.G.H

2009-04-26T18:48:00.003+08:00

It's enough...
I'm enough of all kind of nonsense..
You people put nonsense bout me, I compromise and did not utter a word
But when the tables are turned?
You know the answers right?
And thank you very much for spoiling my day at this time...

Pre Battle #1 : Randomness

2009-04-25T13:49:00.004+08:00

Yeap am well now am fully recover! Praise God and thank you to those who left me comments or messages at my chatbox....

Feeling too lazy this few days especially yesterday and today.Slept too much...Lets analyse the number of hours I slept:

Thursday night 11.30pm til next morning 9.00am = 9.5 hours + a headache
Friday afternoon, 12.30pm til 2.30pm= 2 hours + still with headache
Friday afternoon, 4.oopm til 5.30pm = 1.5 hours+ headache
Friday night,8.30pm til 10.00pm = 1.5 hours + lesser headache
Friday night, 11.30pm til next morning 7.30pm = 8 hours + little bit headache
Saturday morning, 11.30am til 1.00pm=1.5 hours + no headache

Total= 24hours...and yes a day!!OMG A DAY?????????? One day wasted without studying!!!

Better go back and study now...

I Did Plastic Surgery & IT WENT WRONG!

2009-04-18T18:18:00.005+08:00

I've finally experienced a plastic surgery went wrong...
Now I can't leave my house without my sunglasses...

Even going out for a simple dinner at the roadside stalls I'll still need my sunglasses...

Hence of course I reveiced loads of weird stares, discriminations and insults from passer-by who are so-happen to be there...I mean who wears sunglasses at night?
You just can't imagine how bad my situation is until I show you people some pictures...

*Honestly I did not close my eyes but it's already the MAXIMUM I could open my eyes*
Slit-like eyes or known as extreme mata sepet...

*No eyelid folds can be observed...Peri-orbital edema has occured...*

Oh for those who has no idea whatsoever how I looked like before, I present to you this...*This was how I looked like before disaster of plastic surgery struck*
Hence for those who are not contented with your looks do think twice before you make the brave decision to go for plastic surgery.For every surgery there WILL be a risk and unless you are ready for all the post-surgery gone wrong consequences; if not, then I strongly discouraged you from proceeding into the operation theatre...

LOL...Gotcha!!!Nope...I didn't go for any plastic surgeries but I'm going through a quite severe angioedema resulting from hypersensitivity reaction (i.e: swollen face due to allergy towards drugs) So oh well I went back to the doctor and he prescribed me some other drugs to decrease the swelling...Oh before I end this post, better clarify some things here...

1st..The first two pictures are real, no photoshop whatsoever..That was how swollen my eyes were and the 2nd picture is taken after the swelling had subside a little..

2nd..I want to thank those who actually made me feel better when the swelling is developing until I can't open my eyes to see..And also those who sms-ed me and prayed for me...

3rd..I thank God for letting me experience for being blind for a moment...No joke..Seriously when the swelling is newly developed I went blind for a moment...I can't see and I'm alone in my house.My world just went all black...I had to move around in my own house by touching and feeling stuff even just to go to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water.Hence I know how blind people feel even for a moment and it ascertains me to not take things for granted for sure...

Thats all for now,wish me well as my exams are drawing near...and oh it reminds me something. 'Medicine is no joke, one wrong move or negligence can cause disaster or worse..so better study the subject thoroughly and seriously....'

Of Why MIA for The Day...

2009-04-16T15:24:00.003+08:00

Having a MASSIVE cramp and stomach ache..So I ponteng for the day.No lecture, no PBL and no clinicals....Oh well I still have to sit down and study..FINALS IS 3 weeks away????21 days???
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*screams out loud*
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******
*****
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***I want ice cream***
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******
*Smack self in the forehead*
**Calm down and back to study**
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*Bye!*

Happy Easter Sunday!

2009-04-12T22:15:00.003+08:00

It's EASTER!!!! Anyway I got a great time serving this weekend and I'm so satisfied....
Am satisfied spiritually because by the grace and mercy of God I'm now save in His kingdom forevermore.By the cross, His blood was shed for all our sins and hence we use Easter to commemorate the Lord's death and resurrection until His returning again.I'm truly blessed by Him for all the things that He has given me in my life.
I'm satisfied physically today as,
I got to eat a yummylicious teatime with Jasmine in SS2 after the gotong royong at church...Though I mess my vacuum up with loads of dust but it's worth it cause is for the sake of cleaning God's house...
I'm satisfied physically again,
I said to Jasmine before, I feel like singing for Easter and God is great cause He opened a way for me to sing on stage with Osbert and all...Though only a short time before Andrew come and take over my mic but come to think of it my prayer is answered though I didn't ask God when I pray for myself to sing on stage..Oh by the way it's a healing service so the worship team has to sing the same song over and over again for almost an hour and since almost the whole congregation came forward for prayer.
I'm satisfied again,
I get to use someone's Nikon D300...Woot~~ I can't believe he trusted me and let me use his camera throughout 3rd service even though he knows that am not one SLR camera fella...SO SO SO HAPPY!!!I'm still in a state of shock but not hypoperfusion..But anyhow, I'm delighted and I need to calm down now to avoid myself being over-delighted.Actually the feeling is too happy until I don't know how to put it in words.LOL it just makes me want to buy my DSLR even more...
Oh well, if it's not for God, all these would not have happen today for me,would it?..So praise be to God!For He is good and His love endures forever....

*Another random shot of mine*
Jesus is the Light of the world and may His love,mercy and grace be with all of you..Happy Easter!!

Char Siew Fan session with Yat...

2009-04-04T20:51:00.007+08:00

On Wednesday I went for a yummylicious lunch opposite my campus with Yat, Jason, Wai Loo and Amabel...LOL I'm suppose to have lunch with our March-featured-blogger: *drumrolls* Yat long time ago (ever since starting of sem 2) anyway I had lunch with him though it's almost end of sem2 for me...Not empty promise lor...But Kelvin can't make it since his class was until 1pm and Amabel, Wai Loo and me have to go back to practice our choir for our senior's farewell... *My kat-zai-suen-mui drink**My char siew siew yok fan**Char siew & chicken rice**Our March-featured-Nuffnang blogger : Ah Yat*
*UCSI Medicine class of sem2 09 featured joker :Wai Loo**Yat and Jason**The 3 slices of cucumber is left for the one who went for food review in Souled Out and didn't come ber-char siew fan with us....LOL**In PBL room discussing about the song: Poh, Kenneth, Amabel**The others*
Oh well coming up will be updates for the farewell party...Now I need my sleep again....Nite world

Final is coming

2009-03-31T09:04:00.003+08:00

Well said by my blog title, my finals will be here in another 1 month's time and I'm guilty for not starting the preparation...I wonder why?I can just sit in front of my book for half an hour and I'll come to the realisation at the end of 30mins that I was actually staring blankly at my book...
Distraction no1:
They played a major part...My laptop is log on to the internet 24/7 and hence I'm constantly seen plurking, facebook-ing, reading other people's blog and etc...
Distraction no2:

My bed...I sleep more than often when I know I have exams coming.Hypersomnia...
Distraction no3:
The thought of food...I get hungry easily when exam is coming really near and I'll eat a shocking amount loads of food...And whee~~~~I don't get wider laterally.....
Distraction no4:
The dude that I always have in mind...Ok am not going to elaborate here.But one thing is for sure,it's getting nearer to the date when I'm leaving for Kuala Terengganu for 3 years and I won't be seeing him that often and heck he still acted as if I have ample time in PJ...Ish the thought of him being indifference and all make me emo only... =(

Okay I shouldn't be hanging around here too long or I'll add blogging as one of the distractions into the list...
Before I go back to my books, show you another picture that I randomly took last time..

*Was waiting patiently for the cat to stop moving before I click the shutter STEADILY*
I like this picture personally too...

Of Early Morning Style of Malaysian Breakfast

2009-03-24T06:12:00.004+08:00

As my title says, I'm actually thinking of breakfast at this hour and it's the typical Malaysian coffeeshop type...
*Typical coffeshop cup and coffee**Anyone up for Bak Kut Teh???*
Oh well 30 more minutes and am preparing to go to uni...
I can't wait for holidays next week though, because I need a break like seriously, AND am also in the midst of considering of should I or should I not work for a few days next week????Ah!!The dilemma....

Tee Kheng's wedding and KH's wedding

2009-03-17T06:08:00.008+08:00

As promised...2 in 1 wedding post...haha though it's really late but oh well, I did post up..LOL...
28th of February...the first me-getting-invited wedding...It's Tee Kheng and Matthias wedding at Mines Resort..
I had duty in the afternoon and hence I can't make it for the church wedding.However, thanks to Nick, I'm able to attend the dinner...Haha, guess what?We (Nick, me and Chea Huey) were late for the first dish...Why?Cause we went to the wrong hotel miles away from Mines..haha and all 3 of us truly learnt our lesson of never forget to bring the invitation card ever again for location references....LOL

*Chea Huey and Bob...I wonder when is their turn????**Random shot of the wine glass and vinegar container**Raise up camera and simply shoot for yum-seng session**Angeline and me..gosh I look drunk**Matthias and Tee Kheng and me**Justin Kishure and Nick*
Next, 8th of March...one week later, I attended Kang Howe and Nicole's wedding at Saujana Resort...

*Kang Howe and Nicole with Pastor Chandran**Random deco shot 1**Random deco shot 2*

*Beautiful place**Beautiful couple*(hehe this is the best shot I took among so many pictures)*Pei Mun- emcee of the day* ( this one is the 2nd best shot of mine)*Angeline and me**Julia and me*
After the church wedding, we waited at the same location until the dinner which was in the ballroom at 7pm and hence we walked around to to pass time and of course with me snapping away...

*Was where we sat and talked**Random shot 1**Random shot 2-Julia on the phone**Ice sculpture**Dinner time*

*Cute eh?**Bottoms up**Group picture with the bride and bridegroom**M-O-I*
It's a fantastic 2 days of wedding ceremonies and dinner I went for and it's amazing to see how God put 2 person who totally do not know each other and come to be friends and then start a relationship with each other and eventually married to each other to share their life and to start a family...I pray that let both wonderful newly wed couples be able to live like the fairy tales always say happily ever after...

Coffee withdrawal syndrome?

2009-03-08T09:14:00.002+08:00

I was dead busy last week.Why?Not only I have fragmented sleep but also drinking coffee more than ever and I have to push myself off the limit to study what I should ave studied...So here comes weekend and I didn't drink my coffee and then what happen next? COFFEE WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME!!! Now, now don't bother finding your books because I doubt it actually existed but anyway yea I got a massive, explosive headache yesterday while in church and then I felt da dizzy spell and later I threw up...So I have to ask my parents to send me home half way through the service....Gosh!!!! And now am stranded at home to rest.....But no worries even though I still have a lil headache now but am still going to Kang Howe and Nicole's wedding later....gotta prepare my camera!!!!

On the another note, it's Women's Day today..so Happy Women's Day to all the women all over the world....

Signing off for now and stay tune for a 2 in 1 post of wedding dinners updates....

I finally blogged again...

2009-03-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

This will be all words...
I have not blogged for a long time ever since CNY ended and all this while many things happen and also not to mentioned the uncountable amount of work and busyness...I guess up til now most of the people got sick of the same old post that I posted ages ago and got bored and never came back..Oh well..I'm blogging now...
Moral exam is coming on Tuesday..SUX BIG TIME le...I have to learn up everything from the 1st moral lecture to the last one..Why?Because I'm not paying any attention in class...
Camera fair coming up in MidValley...YAY to those who has the cash and WOE to me who still can't get my DSLR...
I'm still thinking of somebody...I thought I manage to not think of him in the midst of uber busyness but I realised I was wrong...Damn wrong some more cause I'm still thinking of him now and then, also not to mention how concern am I towards whether he is happy or no mood or bored or etc...Because of that I got con just now -.-" On top of that, I hate it and I really mean HATING IT when he ignores me and not reply me... *somehow I wish he is reading this*
I should get back to study...That's all for now...

Of What I Did For CNY!

2009-02-15T00:02:00.013+08:00

I know it's another delayed post...Needless to say why...yes..yes..yes..Due to the same old reason again..I was busy until the max ever since my classes started after 1 week of CNY holidays...
Hence picture time!
1st day of CNY,
Pretty much nothing to do...sadly...woke up in the afternoon for breakfast.Yes I just mentioned breakfast in the afternoon..absolutely nothing wrong with your eyes or my fingers..LOL!*Vegeterian glass noodles*
2nd day of CNY,
Family dinner at night at grandaunt's place...*Some of my relatives**Most of my relatives**My 1st Yee Sang of 09**I heart plum sauce**All mixed up**Simple home-cooked dinner**Reunion dinner*
3rd day of CNY,
Went to Jin May's and Jin Iy's house, then went yumcha and movie with Wallace and Jasmine...I had a blast that day together with both of them...*Jasmine and I in Jin May's house* *Was on the table*
We had Yee Sang over at Jin May's house and so that was my 2nd Yee Sang of 09..*Candid shot from my camera,while Andrew was preparing his camera for a group picture**I stole this picture from Andrew's blog*
After Jin May's house, Jasmine and I met up with Wallace in Taman Tun to yumcha with him...*While waiting for Wallace, I decided to play with my camera**Obviously Wallace is more than qualified to be a poser*
After we visited Jin Iy's house, we left for to catch a movie at Cineleisure...Since the movie starts at 9pm, we had a game of Foosball and heck it was fun playing with both of them...Also due to the fact that it's the 3rd day of CNY, many of the shops were closed and the place was dead quiet,however, with us there,you can hear me and Jasmine screaming during the game...super syok sendiri la we all!
Then after that we ate Sushi,*Sushi!**Me flashing the sushi using camera flash...*
Of one fascinating thing of this place is their settings, they lined up bottles of same shape and colour along the shelves everywhere in the restaurant. *These are the bottles**Above us**Around us**A cup of greentea..anyone?*
After that we moved on to watch Red Cliff 2...
Day5 of CNY,
Went out with all my high school friends for movie: All's well end's well... at 1u and dinner at Ming Tien, Taman Megah...*My kawan-kawanz**Pauline and I with Reny in the background**Shu Lin and I**Pauline**Was trying some effect with my camera..Jou Ling in the background**Dinner at Ming Tien, Taman Megah**Reny, Alicia, Eric and Meng Soon*
Day 7 of CNY,
Went to Osbert's place for a small gathering and a game of Life!*Life**And the winner is me!!!!*
Day 8 of CNY,
Went dinenr and movie with my form 6 girlfriends at Curve and Cineleisure...*Spagetthi with lala...a lil too spicy for me though**Meng Li and Hui Ling**Jessielicious and Yu Ting*
Day15: Chap Goh Mei

*Sierramas street party**Cooking and taking picture at the same time is not really a good idea**Firecrackers**Lion dance**Fireworks*

That's all for now and if you still want more pictures then refer to my facebook...provided I'm able to upload everything as I need to hit my books again...Don't you just love me? Living a life as a medical student..
Anyway signing off and thanks for reading my long long post!

Medic CG outing

2009-01-30T03:00:00.002+08:00

As promised...here is the post from the sneak peak!This is a super long post and hence I will leave this for a little while longer before next update...ANYWAY, do comment on the pictures please...All your comments are highly appreciated and thanked by me =)*What is everybody looking at?**It's at Taman Pertanian Malaysia in Shah Alam*
Yeap we went for our CG outing at Taman Pertanian M'sia, Bukit Cahaya Seri Alam at Shah Alam on a bright beautiful Saturday morning....Who went?
Seniors: Justin, Akita, Ee Wei, Richard and Chee Hang
Juniors: Me, Yoke Poh, Wai Loo and Ji Yin
Others: Jennifer (Akita or Ee Wei's room mate)
*Entrance fee is RM3 only...very very affordable!*
*Wheels!!And lots of them*
*Bicycles for rent...The rental for the newer bicycles are RM5 and the older ones are RM3 for the whole day...Totally worth it!*
*My bicycle model...Jessica Hong Yoke Poh! woot~ <3*Obviously everybody left me walking, clearly because I don't know how to cycle...They don't have the bicycle with supporting wheels behind for rent so yea I'm left with walking and hence the sign says "No Bike Riding" clearly applies to me! =(*See the places I want to go and the amount of kilometers I have to walk?*
Thank God for Akita, Ee Wei and Jennifer to accompany me...Though I'm always the one causing all the delay to them.....taking pictures mar........*Beautiful and serene place right? Good place for people who loves the outdoors and picture taking!* *We went to Taman Haiwan**And we saw haiwan (animals) of course...Not a lot but at least there ARE animals around instead of empty cages* White turkey and black chicken behind it!*Ee Wei standing far~~~far~~~~ away from the turkey cage**Jennifer, Ee Wei and Akita**I just like this stairway and the cover over it....and I don't know why**Then we saw this hanging bridge and I was like yipeeee!Wonder why I like hanging bridges so much again**Me likey this shot!* *Took this while alone on the hanging bridge...*
After that we went to see peacocks!Erm wait should be I went to see peacocks.The cage was elevated from the ground and I have to climb up a few flights of slippery stairs before I get to meet them.*Yo wassup peacock?*
Actually I waited for this "dude" to open up its tail so that I can take one nice shot, however...this "dude" almost pecked my lens off...See how this "dude" is pecking the wires of the cage...*Erm some attempted noob shot**Another noob shot attempt**And another...**No idea what species of bird this is**Blue birdie* *As we continue to walk, I took plenty shots of random pictures...*

*I'm taking a picture of my shadow which is also trying to take a picture of me....(get it?) LOL!**I heart my shades <3>

*Random shot again and I like this too**I heart this shot too...omg I heart so many shots of mine already*This place is -2 to -7 degrees Celcius and am not joking...This is the 4 seasons house where they will exhibit 4 different seasons by rotating 3 months for each...Entrance fees is Rm3 I think...and you cannot go in again once you leave the season house, so be sure to make your money worth it.

*Attempted shot in ice house**Igloo in Shah Alam**See I told you is cold in the 4 season house*
Next, we went for a short walk before we board the free bus to go back to the main entrance and wait for all the others...*And me being me...Will definitely continue taking pictures**Upwards shot of coconut trees....*

*We took the free bus ride for approximately 6 times rounding the same places**I like this shot too though I think is a little too bright while adjusting the brightness**Fountain before the Taman Padi*

*I took this while standing on a pile of rubbish**Bird nest fern?**The roots of the tree looks weird....*Just me, myself and I who wants to thank God for all His wonderful creations that inspires me...and also thank you readers who spend time reading this looooooong post...Finally this post is done!!!!Yayness~