It's Difficult..

when...you feel like crying but you gotta keep putting it up to be strong...
reversals happen...the more crappy you feel, the more lame stuff you did...
why?because 9 out of 10 times you weren't yourself...
The song "Don't get too close to me" by Beau Bristow keeps playing...
Far too long...
Thanks be to God,
For I'm,
Prevented from giving up...
At least to Him I don't need to mask up....
To Him, I can freely cry out....
To Him I trust,
To Him I still keep my hopes up...

Oh please Gimme a Break!!

So tired, exhausted, beyond words...
Not like I spent endless nights staying awake...
Is like I don't really have a choice...
2 seminars waiting to be fried by me or else I'll get fried...
Anyway am wondering..what if...
What if someone walks up and say "I'm not doing this!"
What happens next??
Don't dare to think about it so I choose to abort that thought!
Another beginning of an exhausting day..
Oh Lord...though am exhausted..but please don't get me burnt out!
Amen!

Been Sleeping Too Much...

Note to self......STOP SLEEPING SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

In need of healing....

Diarrhea..
Migraine..
Vomiting..
What else?
Have a long day ahead of me, including on-call for 12 freaking long hours and I'm still having right sided headache...Thank God it is not as excruciatingly painful as it was yesterday...but still the ache and the aura is there...Seems like I finally caught the aura feeling this time...
Slept more than I should..Study less than I should..Pray for the 40 days prayer a few days behind(uh oh!)
Gotta keep up....gotta catch up!

God I need Your healing..Your rejuvenation and strength!!Amen!

In Midst of Stress...

In the midst of stress...
Midst of mountains of pending learning issues...
I rejoice...
Because...
I know
You are always there for me...
Thank You Heavenly Father...
=)