Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but I want to,
I just can't turn away,
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realise it was always there
Just never spoken

I've waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know,just so you know

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know,just so you know


Have been listening to that song over a million times and the words just sink in and am still wondering why...
Fairy tales: beautiful story with exciting plots and characters you wish to be
It does not require a genius to tell that fairy tales are just sweet lies and sweet poison designed to make you happy and later to break your heart, does it?This applies especially to the happily ever after part...
So I thank you for hurting me but at the same time I thank you for the memories you've brought to me...
I hope you realise but you don't or maybe you do but you choose to pretend not to..so what am I suppose to say to you?Good bye? See you? Or love you?