A Song That Got Me Tonight...

I wanted to laid off blogging awhile until after finals but tonight I just felt the urge to log in and drop a few words again...
It's the lyrics of the song that got me thinking and rewind myself about 2 months plus ago...and that reminds me how time flies...

Anyway the lyrics...
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach
back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

If you are wondering what song is this it's OwlCity- Vanilla Twilight

Like I mentioned...Flashback-ed 2 months ago...I once had "it" until "it" died...
Not wishing or maybe, I don't dare to hope that "it" will get back to life again
But the song got me thinking of you all of a sudden
I thought I was okay until...I heard the song and all I think about was you
Deep down inside somewhere I miss you
Probably you won't read this post and never will in the world understands how I feel
But whatever that is running in my mind now is all the times we had fun TOGETHER 2 months ago
How time flies...I miss it!
and tonight I realised that I kept the feeling of missing you for 2 months..hidden...somewhere in a corner...
And emotions kept pouring out as I listened to the song...and as I look at the lyrics
Tears welled and couldn't be held
I let it flow like how I let all these words be posted up...
Probably you have forgotten..all about us, all about me or probably there were no "us" in your memory..I don't know...As for me I know I never did...