It's 12am and I have no idea why I can't concentrate on what I was reading previously on my Biochemistry book...probably because:
1. my brain is exhausted..( didn't really sleep the night before)
2.I'm occupied with some other thoughts
3.Influence of a song by Backstreet Boys: What Makes You Different (What Makes You Beautiful)
But I think is more on number 3 with slight influence of number 2...I have this urge to dedicate the song lyrics to someone but I don't know whether he knows this song or not..anyway just so you know this song is from the Princess Diaries 1...I love this song at the moment I heard it for the first time...Even as for now I'm not bored of it even though I play it over and over again and hey I'm capable of listening to this song repeatedly until my phone battery is totally flat...I guess this applies to my life as well..When I like something or someone, I really like it/him/her to the max...And of course probably due to this,I'm easily hurt and yea thank God I recover quite fast thanks to the Lord because I know no man's love is greater than His love towards each and everyone of us...
Ah the song lyrics which very much speaks of what situation am I in now...(yes Jiaqi you're right on something):
You don't run with the crowd,
You go your own way,
You don't play after dark,
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby,that's why you captured my heart
I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you,I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere
And there's no one I know that can compare
What makes you different,makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
What makes you different,makes you beautiful to me
You've got something so real
You touched me so deep
Say material things don't matter to me
So come as you are,you've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you
What makes you different,makes you beautiful
What's there inside you,shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
What makes you different, makes you beautiful
You don't know
How you touched my life
Oh in so many ways I just can't describe
You taught me what love suppose to be
You saw the little things that make you beautiful to me
What makes you, what makes you different, makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Everything in you is beautiful
Love is shining right through me
Everything in you is beautiful
Oh you're beautiful to me
To me
This is post is specially dedicated to Leehom, I love you man!
Haha I bet I drove some people crazy ad...haha sorry la de-stressing la
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
omg!omg!OMG!
Atone retreat on 27th to 28th of September!!!!Woohooo...hmm no class on 29th of September and set la!!!!I'm going!!!And hey I am so going to camwhore whenever I can...aiya it's me wei..what to do?haha...And...and...and I'm going to pray hard that my photographer friend, Andrew has no projects nor events to clash on that 2 days la.....please please please God hear my prayer on this yea?Amen!
Back to study.... *breaths in breaths out* trying to stop myself from getting anymore excited....
Back to study.... *breaths in breaths out* trying to stop myself from getting anymore excited....
I need more than 24 hours?
24 hours what can you do with it?
8 hours of sleep and there you have 1/3 of the day gone...
3 hours on eating plus taking occasional snacks...
2 hours on taking shower and toilet breaks...
8 hours spent in university plus travelling to and fro...
5 hours more to study and rest???
SWT...never in my life I did a timetable for myself because I know I won't follow it..But oh well it looks as if my 24 hours are spent wisely and productively but heck NO! So much things to do and to study and am hardly concentrating..people say that doctors do not have life but I really want to proof it the other way.... haha anyone wants to choose medicine as your career, you better think twice and oh I am definitely not complaining that I regret choosing this line...
Gotta get back to more study....till then!
On another note, my internet line went a lil nutcase this week...grrr
8 hours of sleep and there you have 1/3 of the day gone...
3 hours on eating plus taking occasional snacks...
2 hours on taking shower and toilet breaks...
8 hours spent in university plus travelling to and fro...
5 hours more to study and rest???
SWT...never in my life I did a timetable for myself because I know I won't follow it..But oh well it looks as if my 24 hours are spent wisely and productively but heck NO! So much things to do and to study and am hardly concentrating..people say that doctors do not have life but I really want to proof it the other way.... haha anyone wants to choose medicine as your career, you better think twice and oh I am definitely not complaining that I regret choosing this line...
Gotta get back to more study....till then!
On another note, my internet line went a lil nutcase this week...grrr
Sunday, July 13, 2008
To blog or not to blog?
So many things happen in a week and I don't know where to start blogging about....
First I bummed into some super chun handsome cum popular guy in university on the second day when I saw him again I knew that he is THE ONE and then we went for a movie and hang out together and then two days ago he proposed to me and I accepted it and now I'm engaged......So folks what are you guys waiting for?Congratulate me lar.....Who am I kidding man?Fairy-tale-romantic story happening on Jess Chia?No way man....haha..ok ok enough fooling around....here are the updates....
1. Went to uni on saturday for orientation and got myself tired until I felt like dying....Seniors make us go everywhere doing "Amazing Race" in the campus area and just so you know the campus itself is located on a hilly area and the stairs that links to block to block are killers..All of you guys know that I'm sort of a small eater right?The worse part of the game is asking us to eat a plate of rice in an restaurant outside the campus after a lot (and I really mean A LOT) of running around finding for clues and stuff..No one can actually help the team members to finish the food except for the individual him/herself...Poor me right?BUT....BUT...BUT! Since I have gastric problem they allowed me to let Thomas help me to finish the food....only on ONE condition he has to eat it together with a cup of water...So he asked for a cup of water and I scoop the rice plus lady finger plus coleslaw into the cup of water and he ate it!!!!!OMG! Damn gross right? So good of him man!!!!Oh yea ...intro to you my team members in team 31....Thomas, Yoke Poh and me !!!!!1 guy to take care of 2 chun and hot chics!!!!!AND we never imagine that we got 3rd place man!!!So RM30 for all 3 of us....
p/s: actually we suppose to go through 17 stations which are all VERY FAR APART....too many to recall and to type but it's all in my head...
2.Friday night was a senior and junior bonding dinner...The seniors prepared a slide show about themselves and they performed a short sketch for us...We the juniors also performed for them also and it was a really short 2 mins sketch cause we just prepared 2 hours before show time...anyway it was a really crazy one but we really had fun during the brainstorming and rehearsing....And of course I'm in the sketch la...oh yea whacking Kenoph (I'm suppose to whack him in the sketch) was no easy task,that fella supposed to "drop dead" on the floor but he don't want...and he make me whack him even more...ah padan muka dia la!
3.Thursday night was a dreaded night as I have to prepare a presentation for my very first PBL (Problem-based Learning) presentation...No books, no time and no experience but thank God, Dr Anu was satisfied with all my findings....Had another presentation on thursday morning itself about describing ourself with the PBL members and with Dr Sundaresan as our facilitator..
4.Cracked my head on what to draw on the piece of mahjong paper given to describe about myself and I drew some ecology picture...Signature drive drove us to Dr Ogunbanjo's office to sing him songs that he has not heard before...We started singing You Raised Me Up with me being the loudest and finally he said that he knew the song so we have to change another chinese song or something else.....
I think I'm typing anti-chronologically but yea my recalling skills go this way so sorry...anyway that's all for now and I think I shall find for pictures for our orientation from my seniors and til then tata for now!
First I bummed into some super chun handsome cum popular guy in university on the second day when I saw him again I knew that he is THE ONE and then we went for a movie and hang out together and then two days ago he proposed to me and I accepted it and now I'm engaged......So folks what are you guys waiting for?Congratulate me lar.....Who am I kidding man?Fairy-tale-romantic story happening on Jess Chia?No way man....haha..ok ok enough fooling around....here are the updates....
1. Went to uni on saturday for orientation and got myself tired until I felt like dying....Seniors make us go everywhere doing "Amazing Race" in the campus area and just so you know the campus itself is located on a hilly area and the stairs that links to block to block are killers..All of you guys know that I'm sort of a small eater right?The worse part of the game is asking us to eat a plate of rice in an restaurant outside the campus after a lot (and I really mean A LOT) of running around finding for clues and stuff..No one can actually help the team members to finish the food except for the individual him/herself...Poor me right?BUT....BUT...BUT! Since I have gastric problem they allowed me to let Thomas help me to finish the food....only on ONE condition he has to eat it together with a cup of water...So he asked for a cup of water and I scoop the rice plus lady finger plus coleslaw into the cup of water and he ate it!!!!!OMG! Damn gross right? So good of him man!!!!Oh yea ...intro to you my team members in team 31....Thomas, Yoke Poh and me !!!!!1 guy to take care of 2 chun and hot chics!!!!!AND we never imagine that we got 3rd place man!!!So RM30 for all 3 of us....
p/s: actually we suppose to go through 17 stations which are all VERY FAR APART....too many to recall and to type but it's all in my head...
2.Friday night was a senior and junior bonding dinner...The seniors prepared a slide show about themselves and they performed a short sketch for us...We the juniors also performed for them also and it was a really short 2 mins sketch cause we just prepared 2 hours before show time...anyway it was a really crazy one but we really had fun during the brainstorming and rehearsing....And of course I'm in the sketch la...oh yea whacking Kenoph (I'm suppose to whack him in the sketch) was no easy task,that fella supposed to "drop dead" on the floor but he don't want...and he make me whack him even more...ah padan muka dia la!
3.Thursday night was a dreaded night as I have to prepare a presentation for my very first PBL (Problem-based Learning) presentation...No books, no time and no experience but thank God, Dr Anu was satisfied with all my findings....Had another presentation on thursday morning itself about describing ourself with the PBL members and with Dr Sundaresan as our facilitator..
4.Cracked my head on what to draw on the piece of mahjong paper given to describe about myself and I drew some ecology picture...Signature drive drove us to Dr Ogunbanjo's office to sing him songs that he has not heard before...We started singing You Raised Me Up with me being the loudest and finally he said that he knew the song so we have to change another chinese song or something else.....
I think I'm typing anti-chronologically but yea my recalling skills go this way so sorry...anyway that's all for now and I think I shall find for pictures for our orientation from my seniors and til then tata for now!
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I got tagged
Okay..for 1 year of blogging and I never got tagged but now...
1.Do you like Chinese food?
Erm yea..I eat Chinese food everyday..
2.How big is your bed?
Queen size...I'm capable of dominating the whole bed :)
3.Is your room clean?
Haha damn can I pass this question?But to a lot yea..
4.Laptop or desktop computer?
Laptop
5.Favourite comedian?
Hui Ling & Yu Ting & myself :) ( we know why)
6.Do you smoke?
No..
7.Does anyone like you?
God, my family, my friends and I'm not too sure about someone( I'll be happy if he does...)
8.What's da sexiest thing of Condoleeza Rice?
*scratch head* what the heck?Who is that?aiya I dunno means not sexy la...
9.Sleep with or without clothes on?
Half.... :) whatever man....
10.Who sleeps with you every night?
No one...
11.Do long distance relationships work?
It depends...but I hope it does....=)
12.How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
None
13.Pancakes or french toast?
can I have both please?
14.How do you like your eggs?
LMAO...
15.Do you believe in astrology?
No...I believe in God..
16.Last person you talked to on the phone?
Mum
17.What was the last text message you received?
'R u bck?'
18.McDonalds or Burger King?
Mcdonalds
19. Number of pillows?
2....yay bantal busuk.....
1.Do you like Chinese food?
Erm yea..I eat Chinese food everyday..
2.How big is your bed?
Queen size...I'm capable of dominating the whole bed :)
3.Is your room clean?
Haha damn can I pass this question?But to a lot yea..
4.Laptop or desktop computer?
Laptop
5.Favourite comedian?
Hui Ling & Yu Ting & myself :) ( we know why)
6.Do you smoke?
No..
7.Does anyone like you?
God, my family, my friends and I'm not too sure about someone( I'll be happy if he does...)
8.What's da sexiest thing of Condoleeza Rice?
*scratch head* what the heck?Who is that?aiya I dunno means not sexy la...
9.Sleep with or without clothes on?
Half.... :) whatever man....
10.Who sleeps with you every night?
No one...
11.Do long distance relationships work?
It depends...but I hope it does....=)
12.How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
None
13.Pancakes or french toast?
can I have both please?
14.How do you like your eggs?
LMAO...
15.Do you believe in astrology?
No...I believe in God..
16.Last person you talked to on the phone?
Mum
17.What was the last text message you received?
'R u bck?'
18.McDonalds or Burger King?
Mcdonalds
19. Number of pillows?
2....yay bantal busuk.....
20.Last thing you ate?
Crap I forgot to eat today...neah had biscuit and ice cream
21.Last thing you bought?
KTM and LRT tickets...ah I wanna get a Touch n Go...
22.What are you hearing right now?
The sound of the fan turning...
23.Pick a lyric?
huh?*blur*
24.What kind of jelly would you like on your PB &J sandwich?
Anything goes.....as long as it's not the flavour that I detest...haha creating chance to make you all to take some effort to know me la....
25.Can you play pool?
Yea
26.Do you know how to swim?
Yes?No?Dunno la
27.Favourite ice cream?
Chocolate mint!!!!!!
28.Do you like maps?
Erm....yes for those accurate maps and hell no for the inaccurate ones
29.Tell me a random fact.
I am in medical school as a 1st year student.yayness!
30.Ever had a hard on at work?
What work la?
31.Ever attended a theme party?
Yeap..Proms and I'm having a dinner oh wait is it a party coming up organised by seniors..
32.Ever do a keg stand?
What the crap....
33.Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking?
On the sofa...not crazy enough eh?
34.What is your favourite season?
Shopping season
35.What is the first music show you ever saw?
Wang LeeHom -Bu ke neng cuo guo ni
36.Pick a few movie quotes:
Yesterday is a history,tomorrow is a mystery buy today is a gift.A gift to find that mystery. (from Kungfu Panda)
I love you too (from many)
37.Favourite quotes:
Leave it to God...
38.What is your favourite hangout?
1u
39.Best friend's name?
Er...I think I have too many to name...
40.How long have you known him?
Who is the him?
41.Last time you laughed at something stupid?
All the time
42.What time did you wake up this morning?
6am.
43.Wake up next to anyone?
My shadow
44.Best thing about winter.
For me to confess my heart out to someone special and be able to feel the warmness that comes from within...
45.Name a couple of favourite colours
Blue,Purple,Green,Red,Black and White
46.How old are you?
20 in 2008
47. What month is your birthday in?
September...
48.Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
Yeap they are kinda cool with the body piercing and people like Captain Jack Sparrow.
49.Favourite Dave Matthew's band song?
who is that?
50.What are you doing this weekend?
Have orientation at UCSI with the seniors and go to church
51.Who will take this survey?
Erm....Andrew Wong la...Dunno why that's the only one I thought of for this question....
I'm starting uni tomorrow!
So excited that I'm going to be a FIRST YEAR MEDICAL student at UCSI tomorrow!BUT at the same time I'm a lil sad because it is the end of the season for me to bum around....So long and farewell to my 7 months of holiday......
On another note, I really thank God for His blessings upon me that I got the chance to enter to this medical degree in this uni...It is truly His divine appointment that I applied,interviwed and accepted ALL IN A DAY ( which was on thursday)..However behind this miracle, God has really put a test on my perseverance on whether I really want to take up Medicine as my lifelong career...I applied for one particular uni and they keep me waiting for so long...3 months plus for those who don't know and towards last week my mum asked me to try applying for UCSI and so I did and God really open up another door for me...But along the road, I really did broke down a few times and I admit that whenever people ask me which uni and what course I'm on for,I really felt the pain and dissapointment deep in me.So I prayed that I wanna break away from this long awaiting and truly I really do not know how to thank Him for answering my prayers as He is a faithful and great God...Thank You Jesus for this wonderful blessing upon me....and oh not forgetting that I wanna thank all the pastors, elders, family and friends who prayed for me during this season of awaiting and I love you all... ~ xoxoxoxoxoxo~muaxz and hugz~
So yeap I'm going to sleep soon and tomorrow shall be Day 1.....
On another small note,
To Satchid,all the best for your interview tomorrow and I pray that God will pour out His blessings upon you like what He did to me.
Nitez ppl...
On another note, I really thank God for His blessings upon me that I got the chance to enter to this medical degree in this uni...It is truly His divine appointment that I applied,interviwed and accepted ALL IN A DAY ( which was on thursday)..However behind this miracle, God has really put a test on my perseverance on whether I really want to take up Medicine as my lifelong career...I applied for one particular uni and they keep me waiting for so long...3 months plus for those who don't know and towards last week my mum asked me to try applying for UCSI and so I did and God really open up another door for me...But along the road, I really did broke down a few times and I admit that whenever people ask me which uni and what course I'm on for,I really felt the pain and dissapointment deep in me.So I prayed that I wanna break away from this long awaiting and truly I really do not know how to thank Him for answering my prayers as He is a faithful and great God...Thank You Jesus for this wonderful blessing upon me....and oh not forgetting that I wanna thank all the pastors, elders, family and friends who prayed for me during this season of awaiting and I love you all... ~ xoxoxoxoxoxo~muaxz and hugz~
So yeap I'm going to sleep soon and tomorrow shall be Day 1.....
On another small note,
To Satchid,all the best for your interview tomorrow and I pray that God will pour out His blessings upon you like what He did to me.
Nitez ppl...
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