Pre-exam update

Oh well my blog has been a standstill for quite awhile..obviously...
Anyway not to say am uberly busy but just feel like taking a break from here.Am still discovering moments in my life when am away from blog-o-sphere...
Thanks be to God that am still holding on because He lives...
Exams are drawing near and the preparation is not even 50% yet...and yes I know it isn't a great progress...Hence I shall put all the CNY pictures aside and try my very best not to upload them and edit them before I forgot that I have my exams weeks away -.-"
Responded to an altar call few days ago and really mean what it means to surrender all...by faith and not by reasoning...
Just feeling like typing what is lurking in my mind right now before calling it a night...
Be the flower that blooms and wait by the sidewalk for the butterfly or bee to deliver the right amount of nectar patiently.Bear fruits in the end.
Do not wilt away too soon but HANG ON!
Wait and patience...
Be the butterfly that is not afraid to find your flower...
Standing still at the window and looking at the flower in the garden doesn't bring you anywhere near the flower...
It'll just waste your time standing still there...
Take the courage...look on to the aim ahead of you and fly your way out...
Though it's a closed window but there will still be an open door only if you seek hard enough
Seek Him who is the Jehovah Jireh, the Provider...for He shall open doors for you and provide you with what is best for you.Only if you seek Him..."Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you"
Life's a journey with lots of baggage and burden that you carry along with you...
Walking through life's path with unknown what is ahead of you brings doubts into your mind...
So what are you gonna do about it?
Stop and stare or move ahead?
Your choice to choose...
The wise one will move forward and strive hard to what is ahead...
Reaching the destination and to look back knowing you have gone a long way
Deep down you know you gained more than what you lost along the way
The foolish one will stop and be stranded and stuck in time,
Get scorched by the blazing sun and fainted in the end...
Be the wise man who commits the burdens unto Him for He says: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest....For my yoke is easy and my burden is light"


It's not rocket science to know that after every sunset there will be another sun rise the next morning...
As surely as the sun will rise the next day, so is His love endures forever...
Focus unto God and wait worshipfully is what is being answered and poured out in my spirit...

Enough for now and yea whenever people ask me about how's life?
My answer: STILL have uncertainties but HAVE ABUNDANCE of confidence of where this life will lead me to...
Ironic?Sounds ridiculous to you? You think is impossible?
Well, think again...

Owl City :Fireflies

If you wonder how I youtube...(with my deaf and dumb comp) I got the song in my phone and I sync it with what I watched...
Anyway got myself under control from the emo bug and now I gotta catch the study bug...

A Song That Got Me Tonight...

I wanted to laid off blogging awhile until after finals but tonight I just felt the urge to log in and drop a few words again...
It's the lyrics of the song that got me thinking and rewind myself about 2 months plus ago...and that reminds me how time flies...

Anyway the lyrics...
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach
back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

If you are wondering what song is this it's OwlCity- Vanilla Twilight

Like I mentioned...Flashback-ed 2 months ago...I once had "it" until "it" died...
Not wishing or maybe, I don't dare to hope that "it" will get back to life again
But the song got me thinking of you all of a sudden
I thought I was okay until...I heard the song and all I think about was you
Deep down inside somewhere I miss you
Probably you won't read this post and never will in the world understands how I feel
But whatever that is running in my mind now is all the times we had fun TOGETHER 2 months ago
How time flies...I miss it!
and tonight I realised that I kept the feeling of missing you for 2 months..hidden...somewhere in a corner...
And emotions kept pouring out as I listened to the song...and as I look at the lyrics
Tears welled and couldn't be held
I let it flow like how I let all these words be posted up...
Probably you have forgotten..all about us, all about me or probably there were no "us" in your memory..I don't know...As for me I know I never did...

An evening, A DSLR

I was too bored...hence...
In an evening, with nothing to do...*I took this from my window...while am stoning and staring at the sky**Took from the playground**A ride which I can never ride again**Spiral stairs anyone?**Can't exactly play that on my own right?**A building and blue sky but alone shooting it...**Small purple flowers...**Last few shots...on the way walking back to my dinner*
Anyway next mission is to get a Photoshop programme running...

On another note...I have to start studying again after messing around uploading pictures...because there are people shoo-ing me to study lore...swt! But is all good! =)

A Reminder...

In the midst of all the chaos that we see in newspaper, even if the incident did not happen, we do have a hectic life, don't we? If you don't but I do...
*I think the angle enables reading...right?*
A song that am listening while uploading this...

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
My heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing You praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, in the midst of persecution...where do you stand?
Every incident happened with a purpose...in times of trials...where your heart will be?
Run away or face it?
If you know the next minute you will be persecuted because you're in Christ...what will you do?
I dreamt of a dream like this though...and in the dream I stood still...so will it be in real life...

“I’m a Tooth Fairy..”

*Puts on thinking cap* and *think think think*... If I'm a tooth fairy....
And what was the question again?
Oh yea....
1.How would I complete my mission to collect tooth from underneath the pillow of a child?
2.What gadgets I’d like to have to ensure total stealth in your operations?

My answer to Question no.1...
Easy Lah...
STEP 1: Send the child a list of links for some addictive games that strains the "brain energy" of the child (ie increasing glucose uptake by the brain causing polyphagia especially in sweet stuff hence increasing the possibility of the child meeting the dentist)
STEP 2a: If the child didn't bring back the extracted tooth then I shall visit the dentist...to...find the tooth and take it
and tada finish mision... if not proceed to STEP 2b
If the child brought the tooth home and placed under pillow...
STEP 2b: Hypnotise the child through the game AGAIN! And sneaked in through the window and grab the tooth....
Tadaaaa~ another mission accomplished!

My question to Question no.2...I need.....
1. To design a game which is addictive and I can control through a big server individually to know how much addicted the child is...and to know the sleeping pattern of the kid ie..how long does it take him/her to be in deep asleep...
2. Candy production companies and candy selling advertisements...Yeap I need to take over the candy making industry to promote candies through the game by advertising in it...(hey, 2 birds with 1 stone..I make extra money to give to the toothless-kids, I earned extra teeth from the kids)
3. Have all the access to dental clinics...Easier to collect tooth and help that poor child who forgot to take the tooth home and place under pillow for him/her and to give money....
4. Have a tooth detector....Easier to get the tooth...
5. Sleeping gas....To ensure pure sleeping by the whole family and the child and every being that is living in the house....
6. CCTV disabler....So that my act shall not be caught on CCTV or whatsoever...

LOL....I think that is about all that am gonna blog for the pair of tickets...And this is purely out of boredom and sleepiness...So please give me the tickets yea? ;) Thanks........LOL

Messing around with my D90

Took some pictures with my D90 baby....Lens cover....
Famous Amos Cookie jar.....LOL
My hamster....LOLTaken from my balcony....Purposely distorted the image...LOL