GET UP and BE AWESOME!

Jess...read the title...
Yea I sounded like as if am motivating myself...
Correct!
Bingo!
Be awesome Jess
Again this whole week I'll be fill with constant blogging and updating...

Igeon anijiyo...
Yeoreo gagiro gomawoyo...
jeulgeowosseoyo...
dangsin cham jeoun saramieyo...
dangsinhago gachi inneun ge joayo...
got dasi bol su isseumyeon jokessyeoyo...
ne,dwaetseoyo...
annyeonghi gaseyo!

It's for me to know..what it means...

Blogging with song again...

I know recently I've been blogging with a lot of songs...Anyway sometimes songs can really be a reminder to us but of course sometimes a song can actually destroy us...Well don't ask me how, but I've experienced it before...One song and yea it blew my day! But not referring to this song below la

JOJO Lyrics

But then again...Leave!
*Sore throat has gone bad!!!!* Totally not good!

Sore Throat Is Distracting Me

See the title? 'Nuff said....
I don't like sore throat...wait who does?Am I outta my mind?Maybe...Blame the sore throat,would ya?

oooh~~currently listening to a very old song...okay fine not that old...but old enough to predict my age...WAIT! Clarify and shout out something here....I AM NOT OLD...haha in denial...oh well whatever and anyway...
The song goes like this:
Rings a bell?
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remained a drug that’s the high and not the pill
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh,
The more I get of you
Ooh
Stranger it feels, yeah
And now that your rose is is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say
You remain,My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you’re like a growing addiction
That I can’t deny.. yeah
Won’t you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light
That you shine can be seen
Baby,I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Been kissed from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeahstranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
I’ve been kissed by a rose on the grey,I’ve been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey
I’ve been kissed by a rose on the grey
And if I should fall, at all
I’ve been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say
You…….My power, my pleasure, my pain
To me you’re like a growing addiction
That I can’t deny, yeah
Won’t you tell me is that healthy, baby
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light
That you shine can be seen
Baby,I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
Stranger it feels, yeah
And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Ba da ba da da da ah ya ya…
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

oh well...If I Were A Boy is on RedFM again...great I can't sing and I'm sounding like doing song promo in here...
Don't worry bout me and yea if you are reading this line...I really thank you for reading..haha...and you know why! *winks*

A reminder to self

Am suppose to be studying now...
However,
When I heard of a song again...
Different feeling but it's a mixture or shall I say a mixed up?
Altogether am confused a lil though, not a lot but still?
Jess~o~Jess~
Please don't let the history repeats itself again...
This gonna stop at once and immediately...
Before the destatable feeling comes back again and invade my mind....
Remember what happened long time ago?
Promise myself that am not gonna fall on the same side again...
But what the heck am I doing again?
OMG please wake up!
Gosh am sounding like am having issues...and yes am close to have one...Gotta keep awake!

Always Wonder How The Lyrics Thingo Works =P

Beyonce Knowles Lyrics

Study time!!!
You who are looking at this and have exam too...go study!
You who are suppose to work while looking at this...go work too!

The Last Shot Of The Poor Flower

Yea yea I know it's time for the 12 stalks of lovely roses that I got to go.But yea I kind of regret not taking any pictures when it still has its lovely fresh green stalks..
Anyway, just playing around with my camera and some editing job before I post this up on an evening that am suppose to be studying...Don't blame me la..brain not functioning liao hence the procastination and straying online.I need a break anyway....*Fresh flower with dying stalk**Another shot..without flash**The leaves are dying :( *
*An example of my editing gone wrong..all the colour went super off and so I decide to make it black and white lor**The all 12 stalks of supposedly lovely roses*
Just a lil note, don't buy me flowers please?I'm kinda sad when they withered away.... =(

On An Evening Where The Radio Station Loves Me

I don't really know how to describe my mood now while typing this...It's a mixture of being happy and being contented because of nothing...Wait I don't think am making any sense to you, do I? But anyway I guess in the whole world besides myself, no one understands how GOOD it feels right now?Oh if you do, good for you!
Haha as I mentioned in the title, for the whole evening My.Fm is like playing all the songs that I like throughout pre-dinner,during dinner and post dinner.Even for those songs that I don't really know, it actually suits my mood and instantly I like them.
On another note, with this kinda feeling tonight..Am feeling being inspired again!To the following song.Not because of Raymond Lam sang it but because of what this show was about and the meaning of the song...

Pre dinner ramblings

Yeap I know I've been MIA for quite awhile...And the ability to update here means am still kicking alive..
First up, to all of you out there: Thanks for all the birthday wishes! Didn't have a oh-my-gosh-it's-a-blast 21st birthday but am contented of being still alive and I thank God for what I already gained in my 21years of life!

Next up, physio quiz on 2nd and 3rd October...wish me luck for this wei...Gotta study CNS and all which it is suppose to be next sem's stuff.But oh well, since am committed into it, I'll give my best shot...No guarantee of winning though! >.<"

Finally done with the recording weekend service!It's a blast and I can't wait for the SIBKL album to be launched...So much fun serving in the worship team and yes it's amazing how God put each and every one of us together to carry out our parts to worship Him in a particular season and occasion...

Hui Ling is back..am going to hang out with her next week..Coming up sing K session, my F.A.V.O.U.R.I.T.E! LOL...

One message in one day to 3 people!

As the title said..now is 1217am of Sept 11th 09 as I type this post...
Gonna dedicate this post to 3 people...

First, Tik Tsin...Happy belated birthday! I know is yesterday but yea still happy belated birthday!Thanks for being the "ah pek"..and thanks for being there for me to be the "movie kaki" all the time...

Second, Terri Chan...Happy blessed birthday girl!! muaxzzz to you and hope you have a blast at this special day!Though I know you for not long but am looking forward for the days ahead of us!Hope to work together as colleague in the future...*hugz*

Third, Kenneth Tee...Happy birthday to you....Woik study hard ah, don't sleep so much, don't lazy..Stop cockroaching around lor! XP As promised I'll definitely buy you fried cockroach as exotic food in the future and you make sure you finish it lo (No need to leave any legs or whatsoever body parts for me...).. Thanks and no thanks for disturbing me in class as usual and make me scream...Will still see you for the remaining 3.5 years from now until we graduate so stop bullying me! Bully me less la u....I dream also dreamt that you bully me...zzzzzz lor!See what it means of leaving an impact on others if you kacau the poor "me" too much?

Okay lar..that's all for the birthday messages from me..though you people may or may not see it but still happy 21st birthday to all of you! * hurried back to anatomy book*

Continuation?

After much of pestering me today,
I had a feeling the assuming machinaries were activated among lots of people,
One thing for sure is what you people assume is WRONG!
The post isn't about anything here
On top of that,
Another storm just stirred up,
Making another tango of tangles...
Bravo!
Kudos!
Just to add up to the vault of problems...
Do whatever you like...
It is your choice...
All I can do is to give you whatever my opinion is...
Take it or leave it
Again, your choice...
Disagree-ing doesn't mean I treat you lesser than a friend
To be frank here,
I treat you as a true friend...
So I don't see the point of me lying
Hence am presenting to you my true self
You know me very well that I don't like faking stuff...
Know me well that I dislike going against myself...
Hence I foresee this long ago ever since...
So honesty or faking-ty?
Choose again...

Losing senses

I thought I knew all of you,
Or beggining to know all of you,
But now I find that the more I know,
The more I am in doubt,
Or shall I say the more I don't know...
Make sense?
I think I do but do you?
Do you even know?
Or is just losing senses?
Yes am disappointed...
Very disappointed indeed
With your actions...
For you do things without much thinking
For you do things by losing your senses
Where is that wisdom?
Did it just disappear?
Into thin air?
Or is it just in the midst of the crowd?
Wake up!
Like seriously, please do!
Am still in shock of what you just said and did
Never did it cross my mind that you will act in such
But reality proves to me...
I want it to be unreal
But I have evidence to prove it in my face
So do you want me to lie to myself?
I hope not!
But please do get a life!