Blessed Christmas...

Few more hours away and I'll be back in KL!Can't wait to meet up with family and friends!!
Anyway after much abandoning of this blogosphere...am back!!
Another 48 hours....is Christmas!!
Blessed Christmas everyone...may you have an awesome time of reunion and celebration!
Because Christmas marks the birth of the Saviour...

Went through some tough times in the absence of blogging but whatever it is I thank God that it is over (or some still ongoing) I do believe from whatever circumstances that I've been through He is ever faithful and He never fails to encourage me.

Currently am reading 2 books about testimonies of people going through persecution because they choose to follow Jesus and am totally encouraged by it.I know never will I understand the process of how they endure through the darkest moment of their lives.However, profound similarities is found between all the stories even all of them happen in different time, zone, location and of course they don't know one another....

They are freed though they are prisoned
They rejoice in the midst of sorrow,
They sing praises unto Him in the midst of pain,
They continue to choose to do His work in the midst of risking their lifes,
Externally, they seems to be weak and helpless but inside they are well rested in His steadfast love...
They live their life once and they live to the fullest for God...

Some scorned and say, they are fools and fanatic for their faith, why are they so sure of what they are doing will be rewarded?What if whatever that is being in the bible are just another good fairytale or myth,so why waste your life?Why not just run away or deny Him when being interrogated,at least they can save themselves from being imprisoned??and etc etc questions...

As followers of Christ, we know that their reward is not on this transient place we call Earth but heavenwards.They live like a firework, short-lived but awesomely spectacular and impactful! By faith, 100percent trusting in Him..
To all of them, they did/still is doing God's work fearlessly...because of Jesus is the one who truly sets them free:
Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life.He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never go thirsty.But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe.All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away.For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me.And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given to me, but raise them up at the last day.For my father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day."(John 6: 35-40)

So for this Christmas season and the year of 2011, are we ready to live up to the standard that are constantly being raised in our walk with Him?The challenges are never meant to be easy but at the same time neither will it be too difficult...make sense?? ;)

Looking back...a year ago...

Was in deep thoughts past few days...Talked about monsoon in KT, I brought the monsoon back to KL as well but monsoon in my head...thank God for the monsoon has been overcame again!!
Wasn't an easy season at this time of the year last year...Wonder what happened? Well all I could answer is:
1) Overdriven lacrimal glands
2) Lacerated "carditis"
3) Anxiety hallucination(???)
Don't mind the jargons...Anyway they are STRICTLY metaphores!No such signs and symptoms in real medical settings...

Fast forward a year, I realized that I gained more than what I could possibly imagine from where I was 1 year ago.
To you who was involved, I didn't blame you for all that you have done: you came in, you brought in wonderful times by hanging out, but at the same time you did brought in a difficult time for me...Well good news is: I learnt how to pick myself up from where I tripped in a journey called life and thanks be to God for that.And I hope you don't do it on others again, please don't repeat the same mistake ever again!
Looking back it ain't easy for me at all and of course it's not an instantaneous thing to just forget about everything...But I manage to do it with His strength slowly...Every sunset of the previous day, marks the new beginning of a brand new day next...
Every downcast soul, will be lifted up by Him who saves and heals...
The cross is where the ultimate love pours in...
Because...as far as from the east to the west, so far has He removed all our transgressions...
Thanks be to God for lifting me up again and blessing me in other ways that no words can described

During sharing yesterday, someone shared something powerful: Instead of asking "Is he/she THE ONE??", why don't you ask yourself "Am I THE ONE?" and by the way bible never talks about a predestined BGR-kinda-love...The word "predestined" occur 6 times in the bible and they are all referring to the atonement of sin by Christ on the cross and inheritance of God's kingdom...Too deep??Well I should probably stop here right now....feel free to post questions...(coz my comment, not cbox are very very silent for awhile LOL)can't guarantee that I'm able answer all but yea I'll try to....

EOP in 2 days!!!! *screams*

Ironic to be here huh? Tell me: I'm supposed to be studying...I'm supposed to be studying 3 hours because am a medical student....bahhhhhh~~~ whatever!!! I choose to play the stubborn card now....=P
Sigh having said that...I STILL need to mug more....Can't seem to get things into the structure beneath the cranium and meninges.What was that structure again??Whatever lar...*roll eyes*
Practice for year end musical is happening soon...but booo~~ I can't be involved =( Looks like this year I'm gotta play the audience role instead of the crew role ever since I join SIBKL....
Anyway was feeling awesome coz I'm back in the worship team again...but...not back in SIBKL obviously but in AJPC!!! I was really having a heavy heart when I got to leave Atone SIBKL last time before coming to KT, but I guess God place us in different place and different time for a higher purpose.*With awesome Media people of SIBKL**Breathtaking album recording* I miss the season, I miss the fun and I miss this stage!

Hoping to see an awesome show when am back in KL for Christmas!!! Lots to catch up with all the peeps in KL....Did I miss KL??? yes and no....Haih sometimes I realise I'm really an indecisive person...Yea..yea...yea..yea the undecisive me...saying toodles and back to the castle of books...for the mean time....Awaiting lots of fun after EOP perhaps??? =P

It's Difficult..

when...you feel like crying but you gotta keep putting it up to be strong...
reversals happen...the more crappy you feel, the more lame stuff you did...
why?because 9 out of 10 times you weren't yourself...
The song "Don't get too close to me" by Beau Bristow keeps playing...
Far too long...
Thanks be to God,
For I'm,
Prevented from giving up...
At least to Him I don't need to mask up....
To Him, I can freely cry out....
To Him I trust,
To Him I still keep my hopes up...

Oh please Gimme a Break!!

So tired, exhausted, beyond words...
Not like I spent endless nights staying awake...
Is like I don't really have a choice...
2 seminars waiting to be fried by me or else I'll get fried...
Anyway am wondering..what if...
What if someone walks up and say "I'm not doing this!"
What happens next??
Don't dare to think about it so I choose to abort that thought!
Another beginning of an exhausting day..
Oh Lord...though am exhausted..but please don't get me burnt out!
Amen!

Been Sleeping Too Much...

Note to self......STOP SLEEPING SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

In need of healing....

Diarrhea..
Migraine..
Vomiting..
What else?
Have a long day ahead of me, including on-call for 12 freaking long hours and I'm still having right sided headache...Thank God it is not as excruciatingly painful as it was yesterday...but still the ache and the aura is there...Seems like I finally caught the aura feeling this time...
Slept more than I should..Study less than I should..Pray for the 40 days prayer a few days behind(uh oh!)
Gotta keep up....gotta catch up!

God I need Your healing..Your rejuvenation and strength!!Amen!

In Midst of Stress...

In the midst of stress...
Midst of mountains of pending learning issues...
I rejoice...
Because...
I know
You are always there for me...
Thank You Heavenly Father...
=)

First Post from KT

Hola from KT...I know my blog is kinda deserted ever since I moved to KT..oh wait...I didn't move here that long ago.It's just the 2nd week that am here.However, time passes so slowly or was it faster that I thought am here for quite awhile.

You may be wondering how's the weather here?
It's hot and humid. The air is so dense with water (probably because it's near the sea) that my clothes find it so hard to dry!!!
*In lecture hall camwhoring..LOL*
Met quite a number of lecturers and they are all ok but I sensed that they will expect heck a lot from us!! *shudders with horror* Matters got worse with our non functional brain that has been in a stupor state in terms of medical knowledge for 3 months ever since after Professional exam!! gah~~~ Have lots of catch up on studying to do!!hrmmm~~ which reminds me I shouldn't be lurking around here....hehe...=P
They change the system for us though... but in a nutshell it's gonna be a hectic year ahead with lots of challenges!

On another note, I was challenged today...details are not to be revealed here...but anyway some people just do not know how to live with others or should I say they are using people and wanting things to go their way...Dominance or selfish? I no longer know how to judge but anyway it's not for me to judge.But somehow it just so unfair! Why am I giving in? Why is she not contributing?
Anyway it's enough for her to spoil my day, I really should re-focus and re-gather myself to study...While flipping my book in the midst of pissingly-pissed just now, a bookmark given to me by a friend fell out with a bible verse: " Be strong and courages.Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deut 31:6)
Who would know a bookmark givento me long ago will suddenly find me in a right situation to encourage me!Thanks for the bookmark!!

Ramb-and-count of 4

It feels just like I wanna see Argentina playing in World Cup Finals of 2010...
PLAIN IMPOSSIBLE...
That feeling is like...you are so sure but yet so unsure...and I do mean before that...
This ramb-and-count really has something gotten into me...
I'm not making any sense
So if you are reading this and felt the surge of confusion zooming all around you...I'm sorry
You can kindly exit now...
Maybe I should, no, I HAVE to stop!

Ramb-and-count of 7

Another one week am leaving...There goes all my holidays.
It's gonna be my last week PM-ing in church this week...
I really don't feel like leaving, but nothing could be changed...
36 months being away from KL,
Away from where I usually hang out, away from home, away from home church

As usual chat with a friend until 3am this morning, me and her really could talk a lot, like seriously A LOT. Imagine of me and her as neighbors, I guess the other people will really issue a court order to stop us from talking and laughing. Given the reason of we pose a threat to world peace by crapping and laughing too much and too unnecessarily.Is like world war of laughter happen to both of us, each representing a continent.Alright alright gotta stop being hyperbolic here.
But people do say that laughter is what makes the world goes round right? I find so much similarities between me and her for eg we could be launched to cloud nine easily when we are at something.... and for this am super certain that she knows what I meant LOL!

Just watched Twilight couple of minutes ago on Astro...Yes yes I know it's my first time watching...So???Anyway at least one wish granted...As much as I want to deny that I don't want to watch Twilight but part of me I guess am waiting for all the right opportunity to catch it on tv right before I leave to live a tv-less life for quite some time.Why said so, because I actually tuned in to watch a show called "Twilight Zone" about a week ago secretly wishing that IT IS the Twilight movie that I've missed during the whole tickets-selling-fastseason at the cinemas.But disappointingly I didn't get my wish granted a week ago.But now it is! yay~~
On another note, I guess I'll be missing the Eclipse that's gonna premier on the 8th July unless I'm into the front seats or watching alone again.Sigh!!

To a note that only I could understand..
I've expected but unexpectedly made appearance and I heard...
Both reality and fantasy
Been thinking: coincidence or arranged?
Incidental or accidental?
I don't know...

Genting In A Day...

Genting in a day, keeps boredness at bay!!3 people with very free schedule, booked a bus and went up to Genting for a day and we spent it well in the Outdoor Theme Park...Cable car ride up...Not sharing with anyone so it's just the 3 of us!
Obviously with a compact camera at hand and no DSLR stress around...this is what happens...Instead of being behind the cam taking pictures for others like what I usually do, this time...I'm in front of my own camEating at Old Town Kopitiam...Shiau and Yu Ting having big appetite for the morning...all I ate was Polobun with Chicken Ham and a cup of ChamFirst ride of the day...Cyclone...With lots of waiting
My first time riding Cyclone though I have seen it around since the last time I came.Hmm....when was the last time I came again?Oh right, 12-13 years ago?Anyway it was the first ride after my Polo bun and Cham breakfast, so before the ride I was a little worried that I will vomit during and after the ride...
Lots of waiting time yield us camwhore time...LOL!
Was a little unwell during Cyclone though anyway the guy who released us from the ride said: "orang ini sembang sembang, gelak gelak" swt>.<""" meaning they were saying that we talked and laughed instead of pure screaming...haha Oh well moving on to the second ride...Flying Elephant...Hey wait a secs, aren't we too HUGE for the ride?But...But...But...I saw an uncle rode it couple of minutes before us??We paid for it right?So why waste it...Ride larrrr....After Flying Elephant ride..was the Pirate Ship ride...Wait..Is it call the Pirate Ship?? I. Forgot >.<""Go Kart was next...A lil afraid...because I have not been driving in awhile and the team before us had a person who started later than others.He struggled and someone actually commented that he has a learner's license or some sort...Couldn't make me laugh anyhow, because I knew the probability that I'll end up like that person was really sky high.
In the end, I managed to pull through...There were two other dudes who wanted to challenge me but somehow, my kart was so lousy that I stepped and go all out on my accelerator and I'm still no where near to winning that 2 dudes...garhhh!!Mysterious looking picture with the birdie and bridge huh?Next up, Dino land...They have lots of awesome and fat koi fishes by the way!!Cockscrew was scary at first to me again!!>.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Flying Coasters...Bump and bit my lips during that ride...
Continuation of Dino Land...Used to be afraid of Dino Land when I was 6 and I'm wondering why now...Is not scary at all...
We took the Dino Land boat ride just for the sake of resting after a long day of adrenaline pumping rides before heading to grab a meal...

Oh before getting to McD I got tricked to sit on the Spinner ride...Wasn't scared of the height during Spinner because it just reminds me of Flying Fox at Skytrex...The thing is I was close to being dizzy and the ride was known as S.P.I.N.N.E.R for goodness sake...and yes after that I couldn't walk in a straight line for maybe about 5 minutes...gahhhh
Was an awesome day out with Shiau and Yu Ting though...It was simple but yet fun...I guess I won't be going to Genting for quite awhile now though.New semester starting and I got to revert back to nerd mode...For the 2 of you..Thanks for the companion for the day!Will store it in the compartment of "awesome-time-together" memory folder in the unlimited hard disk up there... =)

Update Sneak Peek

I'm working on another update!! Just that I got sunburnt in the event!!argh >.<""

Now I look as if am having SLE... CHOI!!! CHOI!! CHOI!! *echos by my friend in msn...don't know why but I can clearly imagine how she does it...LOL* because of the reddish-ness across my face...that looks like a butterfly rash...but...AM NOT having SLE!!!

Now, now butterfly rash is one of the many manifestations of SLE...

Anyway just for those who doesn't know what SLE stands for...it's Systemic Lupus Erythematosus....It's an autoimmune disease where your body produces antibody to attack your own body tissues...Disasterous? oh yes! No more details here..because it's not a post about SLE but a sneak peak for what is coming up!!

Toddles and yes am feeling random tonight again...

p/s: for those who wants to know what SLE is...here is the link... http://www.medicinenet.com/systemic_lupus/article.htm

Nature Shots

It's a sudden thing that I feel like blogging and uploading pictures...
So there goes the pictures for my Fraser's trip...Experimenting with all kinds of settingsI doubt I wanna type out what settings that I used due to the reason that am lazy to check =P
Anyway I have uploaded the whole series of pictures in Facebook, here are just the few pictures that I love the most!If you notice, they are actually very common flowers that we find along pavements and sidewalks.It's just that we don't take note of them.But if we choose to, they are indeed very beautiful things.
Slowing things down isn't a bad thing at times, but of course I don't mean by procrastinating nor ignore urgency in crucial times.
What I meant is, sometimes we tend to rush things too much in life, we want it to do it OUR way and have control over EVERYTHING; we tend to think that it's our life,so who cares, I'm going to do it MY way and if it screwed up it's MY problem... sounds familiar?
But what happens when things or circumstances don't turn out as what we expected it to?
You play either 2 cards...The "Fight" card" and the "Flight card"

"Fight" card: You take the chance to blame everyone, everything and even God for not answering your prayers or that He did not bless you enough?

"Flight" card: Total lost of interest and even in the event of finding another way out...because all you care is to say "I don't care anymore..."

Let's take a few steps back and rewind it, if we could just wait!
Wait for the correct opportunity...Wait for the correct timing...
Above all is to seek for God's rest and peace in out heart before making the leap, things could have turn out differently...
Fine, since you say the mistake has been done what shall you do now?
Well, my answer to you is...It's still not too late to put things to right and it's not too late to seek His guidance!
Signing off for now...

It's 4th of June and the randomness begins

A post to confirm that my blog is still not dead...
Lemme see what am having on my hands at the moment...

I'm 1 month before leaving KL to KT...although both start with "K", the difference between these 2 places is HUGE!!!
Will I emo before leaving?Maybe yes and maybe no!I don't know just yet...so I answer probably...

Currently in library using friends laptop and at the same time thinking about the tonnes of pictures that are yet to be process and uploaded...Just got a task to shoot for an event next week and that means I gotta go back to process the pictures like A.S.A.P...

Been having lots of stuff running through my head...Don't really know how to put it in words for most of them...A mixture of good stuff and bad stuff...
Well what is life if everything went on smooth sailing right?

Am thinking of a new laptop...makes me think even more of getting one with me using Ji Yin's new laptop to type this post..LOL

UCSI library is super noisy!!!ugh! I guess it won't change even a zillion years later...
I personally feel that this post is super dull and aimless...gosh!!am so gonna upload some pictures...Can't stand this kinda dullness anymore....gah signing off for now!

Stuck With Each Other...Shontelle ft Akon

I woke up and this song is playing...yay!!

What are you gonna do when you are up at 7am?

Yes yes yes..You're not seeing things, I'm blogging again.Haha! I guess the only time I'm lurking here is when am under random circumstances or the sudden surge of inspiration! So today it's the combination of both!
Been thinking of what to write here...and it took me awhile...Oh well! Too many things happen in parallel, random and sudden!

Been hanging out with this same friend of mine for....wow...5 out of 7 days last week?! No wonder it seems like everyday to me now.He reminded me a lot of myself and my life though.Don't know in exact what is he going through but I guess everyone in this world has issues and having said that, yes me included...Somehow, I just feel like encouraging him and I don't know why?! I guess this is what it means of God has a purpose for different people in different ways...
Ahhhhh~~ I guess this post is more like dedicated to him in some way or another....Since it has already been done so and I highly doubt he reads blogs and furthermore am not a famous blogger or whatsoever...I just want to make a shoutout right here!!

***Dude! Be encourage! Not sure what happened before or in the present to you, but know that the ultimate encourager- God is always looking out for you.Sometimes we may go through the same mistake all over again, but hey look at it this way, we probably need to re-learn our life-lesson in that particular part of life.As long as you hold on to Him, you'll be fine for His plan is to prosper us and not to harm us...As for me, if you need to talk, I'll always be here, well not exactly here-here,as in I know am going KT soon, but hey, still M'sia, still same timezone, still MSN, still got phone....LOLx...Remember when to stop emo-ing, and to hit the restart button again =)
From,
=P ***

Continuation of KT trip @ Day 2

As promised this is the update on Day 2 in KT...
The night before was spent in the hostel tossing and turning because the room was oven hot but anyhow I still manage to catch a wink of sleep and woke up to take picture of the sunrise!*Good morning KT campus**A wooden house located in the KT campus**Sunrise NOT sunset...**Early morning clouds...in pretty blue**Heading in to the campus cafeteria for breakfast**At KT town**Some of the snap shots from street photography that I did while walking around**One of the many jetties in Kuala Terengganu* *At the place known as Tamadun Islam and the above is Masjid Kristal**The45 mins boat ride around the river of KT...It's RM10 per person but because for every 10 people the 11th will be free..I got to be 11th and I get to share half the cost with the 10th person*

Anyway that's all for the updates of Day 2...with Day 3...coming soon...