I wonder with emo-ness this time

I wonder...

• where are you today?
• what were you doing the whole day today and yesterday?
• whether are you too busy catching up with your postponed work?
• why you did not come online for 2 days?
• do you know that I'm thinking about you all the time?
• do you know that I've waited for you to come online the whole day?
• will you ever notice me and not to mention to think about me?
• will you ever visit my blog?
• will you ever make things that I thought it was impossible possible to me?
• whether you know that I'm always caught up with a hesitation to text you?
• why sometimes I just could not stop myself from thinking of you until in the end you appeared in my dreams?
• is this call missing you too much?
• do you know that I'm relating myself to every emo song that I'm listening to?
• do you know that I regret putting down the phone so fast when the one time you called me?
• will I finally break and phone up the radio station to say how I feel about you during the late night song dedication?
• what happens if I tell you how I feel in front of you?
• what happen to Mel after promising to be back but in the end dissapeared?